Pat Ryan :[

I GOT ACCEPTED TO MAINE COLLEGE OF ART & AM BEING GIVEN  AN ANNUAL $10,500 SCHOLARSHIP!!!!
Im just waiting to wake up.

Shit is starting to look up again ( Read more... )

I've been blowing my nose in my scarf all day too.
Fuck.

I think not.

Having to drive my grandpa to the hospital was an excruciating experience.
I will most likely go to school tomorrow again with huge bags under my eyes from crying.

Friday: Went to New York to see Megan. Got my tattoo :] "No Regrets." We went to Spice and shared pad thai. We then attempted to hit the bars but failed due to unfortunate circumstances. Met up with Jamie and Jeremiah, Zeynep and Sam. Dunkin Donuts. Megan snuck me into her dorm. Her roomate is adorable. MD made me pancakes in the morning, if she ( Read more... )

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IS GOOD.

-my college applications are all in
-the school year is half over
-im going to austria & germany in the spring
-i got my new tattoo
-im free
-im young
-im going to las vegas this summer
-i might visit england this summer

the down side...
...something bad is probably going to happen soon.
shit can never be consistantly good.

Not 100% positive if I have a job or not anymore. Yeah. Not sure if I give a shit.
Loss of freedom due to the return of my parents.
My house is freezing.
My list of people I want to deck in the face grows.
Awkward relationships with people.
Unraveling relationships with people.
Lack of control over other people's stupid decisions.
Lack of control over my ( Read more... )

& why isn't it summer yet?
At least the school year is half over.