I am turning into my mother. Am I too young to admit that??? It's so freakin' scary to be able to admit that already. God. I mean it's not necessarily bad. She's a strong woman with a big heart in which I admire. But do I really want to be my mother ( Read more... )

Well...I'm doin' better. I got so depressed about school this week I wanted to die.I skipped 3 days of school. I couldn't/can't take it any more. I got a couple of big projects out of my way. Just a bunch of sociology shit to do. and calc. I can't believe by this time next week it will be summer. I'm half-way done with college. Wow. I remember ( Read more... )

God damn I'm tired. And I didn't do ANY homework because I was at work all weekend. I hate that place. Ugh. At least I finally saw my cops. It has been so long. They're good. Mother's Day SUCKED. At least I'm not a mom. 10% all day with a 3 table section. Fuck that shit. On that note. Guess who was my relief today??? You guessed it! Jon. Back from ( Read more... )

Ok, I don't know why I'm being so stupid about this, but he texted me!!!!! I was so scared that he wouldn't. I hate the feeling of rejection. I texted him, "A week is a long time to wait for a kiss." And he texted me back with, "I know." I'm not going to text him back yet. I need something good. Hmmmm....... I cannot wait to kiss him! I kinda ( Read more... )

What a sucky week-I feel everything I have going for me is going down the hole ( Read more... )

I can't believe I'm considering buying a Brock Boyle authenic game worn jersey for $250 (and then some). Credit card. Credit card. Credit card.

I would call Kris right now, but since my phone SUCKS at getting reception, I decided to write. School sux. work sux. roommates suck. nothin' is really new i guess. I was going to talk to Rob about me moving out if the russian doesn't. He came down to my room today though and was like, "I'm stressed out. I don't know how to kick her out. I kicked ( Read more... )

I am so fucking glad this term is over with tomorrow morning. I have two last things to do, AND THEN I'M DONE. Spring break couldn't of come at a better time. Spring is going to be so good for me in every aspect, I am so excited. My goal is to get all A's next term and raise my GPA. Make exercising a habit and lose 20 lbs. by the end of this term. ( Read more... )

Ok. So now my mom wants me to come home b/c she suggested it. I would come home over my b-day weekend. It would only be a couple of days, but it would be nice. I found tickets for $166. If I split it with my mom, grandma, me and Kris it would cost us $44.00 each. PLUS the Mammoth play the Swarm on April 1 which I'm DYING to go to. I want VIP best ( Read more... )

Well things are going better for me. I still hate living here. Kirsten is the only person in the house I really consider close to me. She's the only the one who respects me and cares about what's going on in my life. School is alright. I hope I don't fail. Finals are in a week. Fuckin' A. The money situation is going better. A little anyways. I got ( Read more... )