[confused] I just really don't understand. I comprehend what you saying and everything you've ever said, but I just don't get it. I'm not desireable, so why don't you go desire some other female? no lust concerning me, that should have been left long ago
the only reason your so undesierable is because you see yourself that way youll never get why people are so enveloped with you untill you take the time to find out who you realy are besides..they say once you love someone..you always will i dont know if i loved you but i do know i cared about you..a lot.. and its just like with heather..the illusion i made of her i loved to death..but ive come to terms that she could never be that.. love is only an illusion if you let it be and the only way to find out who you realy care about is to push everything in your life away and what makes your heart ache so bad that you cant stand another miliseconds worth of life without it is what truely matters you know how chaotic my mind is...maby you dont realize it..but this is what i have ben doing..and the reasults are sadening
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thatd would be...ick
so no
its not about you
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I just really don't understand.
I comprehend what you saying and everything you've ever said,
but I just don't get it.
I'm not desireable, so why don't you go desire some other female?
no lust concerning me, that should have been left long ago
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youll never get why people are so enveloped with you untill you take the time to find out who you realy are
besides..they say once you love someone..you always will
i dont know if i loved you but i do know i cared about you..a lot..
and its just like with heather..the illusion i made of her i loved to death..but ive come to terms that she could never be that..
love is only an illusion if you let it be and the only way to find out who you realy care about is to push everything in your life away and what makes your heart ache so bad that you cant stand another miliseconds worth of life without it is what truely matters
you know how chaotic my mind is...maby you dont realize it..but this is what i have ben doing..and the reasults are sadening
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[nods happily]
hmm this is weird.
typing to you puts me in a crazy mood..odd.
you're a silly man
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