So today is the 2nd day of  November.

Today I vow not torture myself and keep the memory repeating itself of the other day and seeing her.

Today I vow to have fun with my friends.

Today I vow to be better to myself.

1. Mudvayne: Do What You Do
2. Bosstones: Where did youGo?
3. Lady Antebellum: Lookin' For A Good Time
4. Foo Fighters: Let It Die
5. Avenged Sevenfold: Almost Easy
6. Carolina Liar: I'm Not Over
7. Seether: Breakdown
8. Fall Out Boy: I Don't Care
9. The Smashing Pumpkins: G.L.O.W.
10. Shinedown: Second Chance

I was in the process of what I thought was deleting 1 entry.

I think I just deleted ,ike 5.

LOL.

OOPS.

Hope all is well out there.

So...

I checked out Max's new project. I even listed my favorite song so far on Mouth Project's Myspace Page. Great work.

I bought a car yesterday. This means freedom to go to any show I please.

Sweet.

On one hand, I still love her ( Read more... )

1. Bastard. (Yes this is a nickname. LOL ( Read more... )

Sunday afternoon was great.

Thank you. You.

So ( Read more... )

WTF.

We had a 2 hour conversation on the phone. We had not spoke in 3 weeks.

Was it easier? No.

Did we both cry? Yes.

Am at work now with a shit load of shit to get done and still have it on my mind? Yes.

For the record. I don't know if this email communication thing with the ex is going as planned. Hmm. We'll see.

Anyhow, I joined the gym. I walked 25,000 steps last week. I have not had a diet soda or carbonated beverage since last Thursday. I work the next 9 days straight. I have MRD practice tonight.

I want to chop my locks this week. Hmm.