BAH   HUMBUG !!!

this blows ass!

yes i still love him, and i don’t want to hear what any of you have to say about that. im not jealous of his new girl, ...hah., no, thats the last fuckin thing i am. i just know that what we had was better than what they could ever have, or what she could ever offer him. and if he thinks that she’s better than i am, then its bc he's only ( Read more... )

hey! my car shit out on me today! awesome huh?!?! yeah...that blows up the ass. so im gonna trade it in and get a new one.:) yall pray fo this. so i will be payin Brandon back for this shitty one, makin payments on the new one, and new more expensive insurance...fuck. im still going to dallas in May...yall pray hard ok ( Read more... )

I feel like something is not only missing but that something is wrong. I feel very lost and very out of place. Something doesn’t feel right, something is incomplete. I feel very deserted,isolated, and unsafe Everything has been putting off a lot of negative energy lately……unless something incredible happens here, I believe I will feel like this ( Read more... )

3:00- mall for Christmas shopping with buddy Jeremy ( Read more... )

So...Brandon is asking this girl out tomorrow, im officially the most miserable, most lonely person in the whole world. i don’t know why i keep waking up everyday. we fought a lot but i was so in love with him, whether or not he felt the same is something else. i don’t know how he felt, or if he feels anything for me now. i bet not because now ( Read more... )

so i talked to brandon, he's gonna ask some girl out on saturday, to make a long story short, im alone without him and i want to drown. i cant even imagine the ANY of the things they are gonna do together that him and i did. i cried myself to sleep and i cried at work today...i prayed i wouldnt wake up this morning,...but here i am. honestly i ( Read more... )

4pm- just woke up ( Read more... )

~~~~Im eating peanut butter and celery, but im a little bummed out bc the peanut butter has nuts in it. I don’t like nuts…well, hehe. Nvm ( Read more... )

Can you see me ( Read more... )