I loveeeee it when a guy puts his hand on the small of my back...i don't know why but it drives me crazzzy....this semester has started out to be pretty wild, drinking all the time, even on the weekdays....but this weekend, i had a nice break from all that. until tonight but even then, i had all night friday and all day saturday....it was nice, to ( Read more... )

I was involved in an accident on my way home friday...Luckily i was wearing my seatbelt and i came out of it fine, but my car is totaled ( Read more... )

i ended things with that new guy...it just didn't feel right, and now he creeps me out a little because he still wants to be "good friends" but i hate when people say that and they were never my good friend to begin with. i mean i had only known him a week. We went out a few times and he slept over twice, does that make him my "good friend"??? I ( Read more... )

Helllllllllo livejournal world... it's been a bit and I've been chillin. I was told to write in here more by none other than partner in crime, we're connected at the hip they say. :)...So I've been talking to this new guy that I met at a party last Friday...He's really sweet and nice so far...I don't know what it is but I kinda like him...He's a ( Read more... )

i can't do it anymore... I can't pretend like I don't care, I can't lie to myself and say that it means nothing...it hurts....i feel so stupid but it kills me and i'm done being just a friend. if thats all i'm going to be i'm done, because i'm too nice and i can't take it anymore...i care too much... i'm hoping for so much more than i have... and ( Read more... )

Classes are going well so far...This year won't be easy but at this point I don't think college should be easy...on my first day i already felt overwhelmed but i think that happens to me every year... the only difference is this year it was more about money and all that stuff than it was about my classes and their assignments...mainly all i have ( Read more... )

I think I was stupid for believing that all people thought like me...In my own head I make the most sense but apparently thats not everyone else's common sense...and because of it I feel like crap now, because I can't say I'm broken hearted but I'm disappointed, and sad. Plus it still doesn't make any sense!!! whatever... it's for the best, I ( Read more... )

The summer is almost here, I'm excited and disappointed all at the same time....plus I'm stressing about grades and all the shit i have due. I like where i am right now, the way i spend my week and weekends...I'm making new friends and actually hanging out with them and all the effort just to leave them all...I'm happy about seeing my parents and ( Read more... )

I'm totally in the mood to write tonight, i don't even know about what...I'm excited for this weekend just cause in my mind i feel like anything is possible and i want something magical to happen. I'm ready for it. i hope i'm not disappointed....i don't know...i feel very strange tonight, like hyped up... i'm ready to go out and party...is that ( Read more... )

My life is unchanging...I feel as though I'm stuck and I'm scared. I don't have my life figured out and I feel like I never will. i stress myself out thinking like this...it's a new semester and i always feel overwhelmed at the beginning...This semester seems like it's going to be a lot of work but nothing too hard...I want to live at home again ( Read more... )