Comments | sheman: 3rd entry today...negative

sheman

3rd entry today...negative

Jan 19, 2006 20:14

So, yeah. Another thing thats just dandy. Now theres a whole new thing on top of everything else that separates me from my friends. But theres really no use talking about it because they made it pretty clear they really don't care that I care. Crystal clear as a matter of fact. Maybe I'm the odd one. Probably. Seems to be rather consistant down ( Read more... )

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leesha_xo January 20 2005, 01:35:49 UTC

Shelagh, I know exactly how you feel, I moved to a new school in junior high and I never had neone. Like I made friends ya but these were people who have been friends for lifetimes. You cant compete with that. Like even still now I dont feel like i really fit in, I dont have a life long friend who i can tell nething and she tells me nething because I just never had that. I had one friend since grade 1 and fucked that up (excuse my language).
I'm not trying to make this about me, i just wanna let you know that there is someone who knows how you feel cuz it kinda makes me feel better that im not the only outcast in the world who feels like this and all they want is a phone call "just to talk". But I guess you settle with what ya got till something better comes along, and hopefully something will for you and me both

thx sheman January 20 2005, 01:51:14 UTC

Thank you soo much hun. :) It's good to hear that I'm not completely crazy u know? I hope you're doing ok. We should talk more often :)

until_im_broken January 20 2005, 02:12:01 UTC

Shea, ever think of talking to me about something that's bothering you? Because I'm apt to listen, and take it in. I can't say I'll always agree, but if you don't already know, I can be serious and listen when needed. I know what you're talking about, it's this weekend. And it was our choice to make a decision like that, and that's why we didn't talk about it. If you were to do the same thing with someone else, we wouldn't talk about it. It's a concious decision someone has made about themselves. It's not a 'group' thing. So don't think it's like that, that separates you from us. I've done it for awhile off and on, and the others haven't. It's not something we said "HEY! LETS DO IT!" Or it wasn't for me. I wish I could change some things, and yeah. But just know that I do wish you'd talk to me if something's bothering you, no matter how small.

caper09 January 20 2005, 03:27:21 UTC

I'd say 'off and on for a while' is exaggerating, since you were like 5 months off and then did it once, lol.

But anyway, Shelagh, I know nothing I say right now is going to make you feel any better because I'm the bitch in this situation. So I'm sorry, and from now on things are gonna be different. I don't want to contribute to any negative feelings you might have, and I'm really sorry for already doing so. I do love you.

mtay January 20 2005, 02:46:24 UTC

call me up!
and i would like to know, when you will be coming down again
AHEM MARCH BREAK would be a ncie choice
because, it is, my birrth. and we will celebrate the birth of.. dun dun dun the birth of the seperated nerd man sistas

leesha_xo January 20 2005, 02:47:20 UTC

well I dont know the story behing that last post, but me and you should definatly chat more often, Shelagh!
add my to msn if you have in allyshap@hotmail.com or icq 173113777

desperate?? hahaha

doozies January 22 2005, 21:56:02 UTC

my opinion :
never say your are being selfish in this kind of situation ever again or i will hunt you down with melissas help and beat you. because wanting that isnt being SELFISH at all!!!!!