Title - True Blah (Part 7)
Title - True Blah (Part 7)
Rating - general vampyness
Fandom - True Blood
Pairing (Pam/Jessica/Hoyt)
Disclaimer - Don't own blah blah
Pam sat in the car, staring straight ahead. Jessica stood over Imogen, mouth open, eyes wide, her hands trying to cover both.
"Just get in the fucking car." Pam's tone was not as harsh as her words could sound, she was simply impatient. Jessica's legs still felt weak, Pam had held her up as she had came, but now she was shivering from feeling sick.
Jessica stumbled around to the passenger side.
"I'll come back and deal with it cupcake." Pam started the car and drove back towards the road, Jessica started to stream blood down her cheeks. "First, I'm taking you home."
As they headed back Jessica shivered, holding herself as she thought about the pleasure that had ran through her from Pam, from the taste of hot pumping blood, the release she felt. The freedom. It had clouded every essence of her being and she had lost all control, until she regained her senses and realized what she had done. By that time Pam had already wiped her mouth clean of Jessica's juices and stood over Imogen, the body, dissociation she told herself, with a frown.
Jessica listened out for days for news of a dead girl, but nothing arose. It was more hard keeping it from Hoyt, and trying to be her normal self around him, when her and Pam had shared something so intimate, and binding. She didn't want to start out their life together like that, but if she told him part of the story, then she would have to tell him what else happened between her and Pam, and that couldn't happen. He couldn't know she had fed off a human, feeding was so intimate it was like cheating anyways, never mind her actually cheating on him with Pam.
Maybe she could put it behind her, stick to drinking Tru Blood, and well Hoyt had let her drink him but she had stopped as soon as she had started, knowing she wouldn't be able to control herself. She had avoided trying to feed off him ever since. She didn't think he'd noticed. She loved him down to his bones, but she had to admit he wasn't the sharpest.
She was lucky Pam was good. However she had covered up Imogen's death, she had to hand it to her, she couldn't do it. She shuddered when she thought of the last time she had asked Pam for advice about getting rid of a body, when that creepy Franklin had the guys head. Ack! Then Jessica smiled, picturing Pam with a chainsaw, biting her lip to stop herself licking her lip or to stop a small moan escape her from the thoughts she was having. Pam with a chainsaw sounded hot.
Pam hadn't called her. Jessica was trying her best to be satisfied with working at Merlotte's and coming home to Hoyt, but it just felt like... was this going to be it? How did humans do this for years and years... was it cause they knew they would die at the end of it? She wouldn't, she was going to outlive Hoyt but Pam... now Pam would always be Pam, Pam would be Pam long after Hoyt was old, grey, dust to the wind.
Jessica shuddered as she thought about it, waiting for the next customer to enter the bar. Bill walked in.
"Hi, Jessica, is Sookie working tonight?"
"Oh cause you couldn't come by to see me." Jessica muttered, Bills vampire hearing heard it perfectly but he faked a smile pretending he didn't hear her. "Um yeah, yeah she's just on a break, she's out back."
Bill nodded his thank you and moved off.
Jessica didn't see Bill nor Sookie for the rest of the night, not that she was looking for them. She spent the rest of the night in a daze, her stomach rumbling, making her head dizzy. She was so hungry she thought of trying to feed off Hoyt when she got in, and she knew from his physical reaction that he had enjoyed it.
Jessica left Merlotte's, finding her car keys thinking about having some real blood when she got home. She had to try again, she just wouldn't let herself stay in one place for very long, just a few bites, sure she could handle that. She collapsed into the dirt as she felt a sharp mind blowing pain in her back.
Rating - general vampyness
Fandom - True Blood
Pairing (Pam/Jessica/Hoyt)
Disclaimer - Don't own blah blah
Pam sat in the car, staring straight ahead. Jessica stood over Imogen, mouth open, eyes wide, her hands trying to cover both.
"Just get in the fucking car." Pam's tone was not as harsh as her words could sound, she was simply impatient. Jessica's legs still felt weak, Pam had held her up as she had came, but now she was shivering from feeling sick.
Jessica stumbled around to the passenger side.
"I'll come back and deal with it cupcake." Pam started the car and drove back towards the road, Jessica started to stream blood down her cheeks. "First, I'm taking you home."
As they headed back Jessica shivered, holding herself as she thought about the pleasure that had ran through her from Pam, from the taste of hot pumping blood, the release she felt. The freedom. It had clouded every essence of her being and she had lost all control, until she regained her senses and realized what she had done. By that time Pam had already wiped her mouth clean of Jessica's juices and stood over Imogen, the body, dissociation she told herself, with a frown.
Jessica listened out for days for news of a dead girl, but nothing arose. It was more hard keeping it from Hoyt, and trying to be her normal self around him, when her and Pam had shared something so intimate, and binding. She didn't want to start out their life together like that, but if she told him part of the story, then she would have to tell him what else happened between her and Pam, and that couldn't happen. He couldn't know she had fed off a human, feeding was so intimate it was like cheating anyways, never mind her actually cheating on him with Pam.
Maybe she could put it behind her, stick to drinking Tru Blood, and well Hoyt had let her drink him but she had stopped as soon as she had started, knowing she wouldn't be able to control herself. She had avoided trying to feed off him ever since. She didn't think he'd noticed. She loved him down to his bones, but she had to admit he wasn't the sharpest.
She was lucky Pam was good. However she had covered up Imogen's death, she had to hand it to her, she couldn't do it. She shuddered when she thought of the last time she had asked Pam for advice about getting rid of a body, when that creepy Franklin had the guys head. Ack! Then Jessica smiled, picturing Pam with a chainsaw, biting her lip to stop herself licking her lip or to stop a small moan escape her from the thoughts she was having. Pam with a chainsaw sounded hot.
Pam hadn't called her. Jessica was trying her best to be satisfied with working at Merlotte's and coming home to Hoyt, but it just felt like... was this going to be it? How did humans do this for years and years... was it cause they knew they would die at the end of it? She wouldn't, she was going to outlive Hoyt but Pam... now Pam would always be Pam, Pam would be Pam long after Hoyt was old, grey, dust to the wind.
Jessica shuddered as she thought about it, waiting for the next customer to enter the bar. Bill walked in.
"Hi, Jessica, is Sookie working tonight?"
"Oh cause you couldn't come by to see me." Jessica muttered, Bills vampire hearing heard it perfectly but he faked a smile pretending he didn't hear her. "Um yeah, yeah she's just on a break, she's out back."
Bill nodded his thank you and moved off.
Jessica didn't see Bill nor Sookie for the rest of the night, not that she was looking for them. She spent the rest of the night in a daze, her stomach rumbling, making her head dizzy. She was so hungry she thought of trying to feed off Hoyt when she got in, and she knew from his physical reaction that he had enjoyed it.
Jessica left Merlotte's, finding her car keys thinking about having some real blood when she got home. She had to try again, she just wouldn't let herself stay in one place for very long, just a few bites, sure she could handle that. She collapsed into the dirt as she felt a sharp mind blowing pain in her back.