got the comp back, dsl is working nice. life sucks. dasha is reading me sex stories out of glamour...its kind of weird...yet true...regardless. im grade in english is in the shitter due to the lack of computer for 2 weeks, vanessa said she wants to come over on sunday...i dislike sundays. ive been playing video games too much, so i stopped. i want ( Read more... )

im 18 now. shit.

alot of things i want to say, but i dont have the time to type it all, and most of them make me depressed so id rather not deal with them, i want to go pb this weekend. eh.

im on dsl, its fast. i hate life. just looked at missy's lj, now i want to just lie down and not wake up. fuck it all, if i live to graduate it would be amazing, this has been the shittiest spring break, and it has been the shittiest yr, i quit, fuck it all, i want to die. it just keeps getting better and better (sarcasm)

oh my god. the sunset is so amazingly beautiful today, i wish i had someone to share it with. a mixture of pink and orange, amazing.

so im getting rid of the old aol and moving to bellsouth dsl. wootness

today sucked. forecast for tomorrow? shitty. how about the day after that? shitty. and after? shitty. after that? shittier. ha tricked u. i think God and I have come to an agreement, he doesnt like me, and i am worthless. i have signed the Terms of Agreement and clicked the "Yes" button. smith was always right, it is inevitable. i hope i dont wake ( Read more... )

so missy likes some guy named will, excuse me while i open a vein. went paintballing today, got fucking toasted, i am in serious need of some higher end equipment. ive become competitive. i dont care about having the fun, im too depressed for it, i just want to fucking win. i dont care about anything else, i just want to win. i am seriously really ( Read more... )

sick ( Read more... )

everyone must check my new background. it is total pownage

i enjoy marine science, i get to gossip with lindsey and murder plankton...kidding about the murder. i have a serious headache i feel like shite. urg

i realize if i look on my friends list i never see 80% of the entries ppl post. so i just go to the ljs themselves