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[sherlock1_98]

so its time i start being honest with myself and start telling people how i really feel, rather than just saying everythings ok.

everything is not ok.

over the past few years, and much, much more so in the last few month, i've started to feel like the Fibro is taking over. it feels like i've gone from being stephy to being the girl in pain. i've

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[agent_honeywell]

Hey Steph. I still think about you sometimes and remember the awesome fun we had in Gov/Econ senior year with Anthony and Kiel. Good times. I've got another buddy with major health problems going on, and I can easily say that even though you may think yourself weak, you're one of the strongest people I know. I'd have tried to off myself long ago if I were dealing with half the stuff you're struggling with. Hit me up anytime if you need to talk. *hug*

[kelzies]

Oh girlie *hugs* I know all the feelings you have, and I wish there was something I could say or do to make you feel better. It takes a long of strength to be able to deal with this bitch of a medical condition everyday - so you haven't failed. To fail would be to give up on life completely. I hope the Fibro Center can help you. I understand not getting your hopes up - I don't really either. It's hard to go to these places in the hope you will get 100% better when there is really no way. But maybe go into it with the thought that it will be nothing lost, nothing gained?

That was probably no help - I'm sorry! You'd think someone going through the same thing would have good things to say. But I do understand how you feel *hugs*

[blankmeridian]

Stephie! I just want you to know that I always thought you were the prettiest person in the apartment; your hair and eyes are completely ridiculous(-ly pretty). I know that that's just a superficial issue and that being pretty may not be something that can help you with everything you have to deal with, but I hope it makes you feel a little better. And it is completely not lame or even unusual to be afraid of leaving the security of having a justified reason for things going wrong and putting yourself in a situation where if you fail it's your responsibility. Being accountable is completely scary, and even though I know I can't experience the same thing you are, I can say from my own experience that it is really easy to just have thoughts like that. Take your time, and I hope that the new center gets you to whatever point you'd like to be.