i got to talk to my sister today which was way cool, and i have been carrying around my yellow purse lately which is a tribute to vermont and the beauty of a good sale!

LIFE IS GOOD!

i feel stronger lately, like my heart is being opened to the truth. can't brag and say it's something of myself, it's definately a God thing. lately i have been reading a lot and just in moments when i don't even notice it i laugh and feel accepted, and know that although i have no idea what's comingi just need to keep walking forward. sometimes i ( Read more... )

so last night i crashed completely and sleep for over 12 hours.i don't even remember my mom or alan getting home from work. it's crazy! last night and tongiht i wasn't overly social. i helped doug move some stuff today and saw my friend joanna. she is thinking about going to a bcm bible study on monday night and then spending the night with me. i ( Read more... )

so today was my first day of classes for fall term. i am taking two classes, m/w from 5:40-7:20 experimental social pysch (yuck!) and one t/r 6:00-7:15 industrial organizational pysch. (yuck too!) but on a positive side they may be intellectually stimulating if nothing else and i am two more down i the countdown to getting my degree. today our ( Read more... )

so i had a good night!!! i prayed and was prayed for and i can't say mountains moved visibly or i felt or did anything different but a major stonghold was broken, tonight i thanked God for working in my life although i see no visible evidence of it and i thanked Him for he promises he has made and will deliver. i guess since i didn't post much ( Read more... )

so i found out yesterday that school starts next week, at which point i cried on and off for the rest of the night. but last night actually i broke through my pride and talked to God for a bit, since things have been rather rough lately and after the last fews weeks i have felt so defeated and have had a hard time in the wanting to talk to God area ( Read more... )

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my friend crystal is spending the night, she's a summer missionary from last year, we served together she came back for her second summer and is leaving wednesday. hopefully she will be attending unf this fall if she decides that jax is more than words to works and this is where God wants her, sometimes it takes a break to get some perspective ( Read more... )

i've had a very rough week and feel pretty beaten down with the exception of the time i can sit by myself and ignore reality. i feel kinda lost actually for as long as i can remember and i don't really have a lot of hope for the future, kinda just drifting.not really taking a stand on anything becuase one it's too much effort and two i'm not so ( Read more... )

so yesterday i was thinking how the summers not so bad and heat is not an enemy. today i am tired cranky and grumpy like nothing and am wondering why i live in florida ( Read more... )