so seriously, i'm starting to feel anxiety. the fall registration stuff was posted and like i have no idea what i want to take. i have no idea what i want to major in. i have no idea!!!!!! i feel so lost. i really friggin hate this. i'm like aimlessly taking classes. i don't want to commit to something b/c honestly there's nothing that i really ( Read more... )

yesterday brookie came in and we went shopping it was fun! i got 2 new eyeliners from sephoras and cute bunny boxers from gap. it was fun. we had the most expensive tgifridays ever for lunch! today i went to see grey gardens...it's on broadway...it was simply amazing. i wish i could sing so i could be on broadway. it's just such a rush to see live ( Read more... )

ok so calc really sucks. i'm so scared of it. literally i'm scared that one class will like ruin my life. it's not my fault the tests are so HARD! but i wish that like we at least had more than 2 effing tests. that's not how u teach math, with only 2 tests! i'm doing awesome in stats...A..and computer science...A...and topics...A...and calc well ( Read more... )

so calculus scares the crap out of me. i have to take it to continue with the computer thing. I really love programming and i understand calculus, i just can't understand the tests. it's like the the questions will have the most random variables in them and i just get confused. i can do it out just fine with no pressure. i dont think ever in the ( Read more... )

so i'm getting back into the swing of things. i'm finding calc a little hard, but i'm working my butt off. computer class is fun, but it's moving a little slower than i'd like, but maybe that's a good thing. stat is easy so far. i switched out of my totitarianism (sp?) class to a dance and theater representation class, like analyzing performances ( Read more... )

so school has been interesting so far. it's nice to find out that i made dean's list last semester, it's like still on my mind especially when i look at a syllabus and say to myself "god i can't do this" but i just remember how much work does pay off. so i'm gunna try really hard ( Read more... )

so this break has been flying by. i love being home. i really do. even with having to work so much i just love being around my family and rob. i even like work lol. so i got my grades back from 1st semester and barely made dean's list with a 3.675 yay!! the important part is that i made it and that's 2 in a row. if i get 3 i get a special thing at ( Read more... )

so much has been going on. school is coming to a close, well at least for the semester. i have turned in one of two 12-20pg papers, did my powerpoint presentation, and took a comp programming exam. i don't have too much work left for the semester, just finishing up another paper and finals, and one more computer program ( Read more... )

feeling really stressed right now...here's why ( Read more... )

-i might major in computer science, im really good at programming and, dare I say...it's fun
-i got an A- on my psych exam!(top 11%)! snaps for me!
-i get to see my rob tmrw!
-i'm sooo excited for thanksgiving....and xmas!
-i have felt swamped with work at school
-i have to register for classes tmrw and i'm reallyyy worried i wont get what i want =