Head under water ( Read more... )

i am loving virginia way too much. it sucks that today is my last day here. theres way too much drama in maine and i havent had to deal with a headache or anything since ive been home. i feel like i really dont have anything to look forward to in the next two weeks. i wish i didnt have any of my stuff in maine, so i could just stay here. but i ( Read more... )

im starting to think that i don't do good with relationships. love and friendships. ive been in love with chris for almost 4 years now. but im not even sure if its love anymore. i dont know what to call it. sometimes i just get so upset with myself for putting myself through this. and we are pretty much breaking up... but i dont know what i want. i ( Read more... )

*complete atleast community college ( Read more... )

so its been about 14 weeks since i have last updated. and ALOT of shit has been going on. i dont even know where to begin. my heart has felt like its been on strings for so long and i have finally decided to do something about it. it seems that i will be moving back to virginia within the next couple of weeks. i am reallllly excited about it. i go ( Read more... )

so ive noticed alot that i have been contemplating a lot about moving back to virginia. i feel like im missing out on so much and that i could have so much more. im getting myself into alot of mind boggeling situations here. i mean living on my own the way i want to is nice and all but i dont know how much more i can take of it. its really ( Read more... )

i cant help but think that maybe this was all a huge mistake. maybe i should have never moved here. its a complicated thing. alot of good things have come from this though. i found a new meaning of love. but also discovered that love isnt everything. i miss virginia.

its been awhile since ive updated. things are looking up. wednesday me, chris, jon and matt went to boston for a show. dead black, new lows, downhill fast, scapegoat and ceremony. it was a pretty bad ass show. it was in a basement. the only thing that blew about it was that i got a parking ticket and i got lost in new hampshire for about a hour in ( Read more... )

my life is starting to weigh in on me. since ive moved into the house with my roomates, i have learned alot about being mature. one of my roomates is 18 and the other is 22. its pretty obvious where this is going. it bugs me when people can act so fucking immature and act like everything is fucking peachy. i just hope we can plan a house meeting ( Read more... )

so i am all moved into to 26 harrison. i am loving everymoment of it. we had a pretty good bday party for me here on saturday. thanks to everyone who came out: danielle, sim, pat, mindy, matt and obviously my roomates jon and jake. i think its alot easier living with just guys. yeah.. i do most of the cleaning around here.. but i get along with ( Read more... )