soo i am getting sick!
my throat hurt all day.
icky!
: (

&yea...

i think i know what my bf is getting
me for christmas.
&yea...
dun dun dun! lol.

thats all i will say.

umm yea... nothin really to update.
i just wanted to write an entry!
hehee....

Oh &yea!
i saw the pics
from winter ball.
yea.. i look bad!
: /
bleh.lol.

so i went to the winter ball ( Read more... )

i wish i could drive.

so bad!

it would mean the world to me
if some how, i could drive!

ugh!
& my mom doesn't really understand that!

i really have been trying my best in school.
its just my best isnt very hard.lol

but no really. i wish i could drive
&hopefully it will happen sometime BEFORE
i turn 18.

that would be awesome! lol.

do you ever feel like
your life is playing
like a movie?
w/ out you!

like you are watching your life
just kinda
go by?

like it can't be really
whats happening to you?!
lol.

this can't be true.
what kind of gay life
is this?

lol.

you know?

maybe i do pitty myself ( Read more... )

just some ppl
aren't ment
to be
happy!

: (

ok.

i have discoverd
that i am
pretty much
confused!

well very confused!

&thats all i am saying for now.

my boyfriend
is comming home!

ahhhhh!!!!!

i am scared
shitless!
i'm not sure why.
but i am.

i haven't seen him in 5months.
sure we have talked
on the phone.
but things
might feel
different!

grrrrrrr!!!!!!!

p.s. i am phoneless again. its my fualt.
i probably won't have a phone untill i'm 18

i have something on my mind
that wont go away.
&i don't know that it/ they
will ever get off my mind.
yes.. i have a someone on my mind
&its not my bf.
&its not a boy either.

long story.

♥
(don't even comment. not like anyone does anyways)

so i tried to cut my hair ( Read more... )