haha sorry, i forgot to talk about yesterday ( Read more... )

well, i woke up today and didn't do much ( Read more... )

jon left this morning at 6 a.m.
but he called me at 5:45 so we could say our "goodbyes" and "i love yous"
i miss him so much.
i hope he has fun though. he said that he'll call me whenever he can.
so i'm taking my cell phone with me wherever I go so I can talk to him.
god, how i love and miss himwell, i think my mom and i are going to kohl's or ( Read more... )

jon's leaving tomorrow at 6 am ( Read more... )

well wow.. yesterday after school in the car... my mom told me that if i wanted to keep melissa as a friend, i was going to have to be nicer to her. now.. i had no clue i was being mean..? so.. she kept yelling at me.. and i was yelling back.. and then i almost started crying... but melissa got in the car, and my mom kept giving me this evil eye ( Read more... )

The retreat was pretty boring ( Read more... )

Well, tomorrow at like 5? or something my mom and I go to the church, meet with people, get on the bus, and go to SkyRanch. I've been packing tonight. I hate packing.

Dashboard is on. I like this song. Ghost of a Good Thing. It's good. I am so bored, and I can't breathe. :(

i guess it's luck but its the same. Hard luck you've been trying to ( Read more... )

Charlie (my dog) is running around the house like a nutcase... Something is wrong with him. We think that he got into some kind of pills or something 'cause he is not normal. In the car on the way home from school he kept running to the front seat, then darting to the back of the car, and then in the middle, and then the back, and then the front. ( Read more... )

hmm. not much has been up lately.
just got home from school, and imma starvin'!
i went to my psychiatrist yesterday after school.
that wasn't too fun.
got a new medication, that i doubt will work.
but man, i cried so much that day.
i was on the border of having my mom send me to C Center.
and i do not want to go there ( Read more... )

happy valentines day, all!! i hung out with jon today ( Read more... )