i havent done anything tremendously exciting in months, havent had that unexpect all around good day my lifes consisted of working as much as possible in order to save money for a new car, going to school, doing homework in my freetime and hanging out with jason ( Read more... )

tonight, i'm missing lucero for the third time.
fuckingbullshit

my life is boring

I read my first book yesterday of 2008. The first book i've read in a good six months, possibly even a year and it destroyed my insides. The book was actually just a collection of two diaries written by an ordinary 15 year old girl. There was nothing fabricated about it, which made it all the more empowering and all the more devestating. This girl ( Read more... )

do i even have any friends anymore?

well, low and behold, it's 3:35 AM, i have to be up in 4 hours for a 9 hour shift and i am unable to sleep. You know those times when the thoughts wont quit flowing through your head? One thought leads to another which leads to another which leads to a completly different thought than the one in the first place. Your worries, your anticipations, ( Read more... )

1. I wont drive unless necessary, lives too fragile, drivings too wreckless, I've been to too many funerals involving hte deaths of teens from car crashes (3) and I dont want to be next.
On a side note, the priest at kims funeral was a complete prick. He talked about kim maybe one third of the time and the rest of the time he talked about himself ( Read more... )

my mother is a psychotic bitch
my pill addicted pot head drop out jobless and carless brother is her prodigy child
im 18 and treated like im 12
and when i try to stick up for myself
i get put through hell

fuck my family

imissmyfriends

How does it feel to know you're everything I need ( Read more... )