Nobody is perfeck.

[shesellseashell]

Even though it's probably really lame to do this, I am inspired (inspired isn't the right word. it's too positive.) to write about what a failure I am at relationships and love. It's always so complicated. I can classify each of my failures into subdivisions

Comments

[daveg3d]

i know exactly what you are going through. i am the master of bad relationships. even though my reasons are a little different. besides the fact im huge when it comes to wanted what i dont have. if a girl really likes me.. i walk away.. and if she doesnt seem interested im on fire. I get into positions where i miss being alone and doing what i want when im in a relationship.. so i end it.. then i get to alone.. its really bad. but its very easy to get frustrated with what your going through. and its not bad to have high expectations from someone! dont think it wont happen cause there is always a chance and a person out there with the same ones and are willing to give it back to you, trust me on this

[shesellseashell]

It's nice to know I'm not alone, although it just seems so impossible that I will find something/one that works. It almost drives me to the point where I just want to get married already so I don't have to deal with all this dating bs!
I do love meeting new people. Although I'm kinda shy. Haha, I contradict myself. But thank you for reading and replying. You seem like a great guy and when you come back up here we WILL get Espressos and complain about how disfunctional we are at relationships. <3

[jezabel]

I want things to be like the movies too. Sometimes they seem so perfect it's almost like they are out of a movie. But those perfect times don't always last, which is why they're not really perfect. Maybe if they didn't happen at all the loneliness wouldn't be so bad, like when they say you don't know paradise or happiness until you've experienced pain--maybe if the good times hadn't happened it'd be easier to be numb. But in the end, whatever the outcome, I wouldn't give up the 'perfect' moments for anything, no matter how much it hurts now.

You are a nice girl, so don't worry. Someday you'll meet an equally nice boy and wake up content in the morning, promise.
xo.

[shesellseashell]

You are exactly right. And thank you for your words of encouragement. You are a sweet girl and I know you'll meet yours too.

<333

[slowly_drowning]

if it helps any, there will always be a boy in offensive t-shirts to write <3's around your face on all the radio pics you star in. xo

[shesellseashell]

Oh Stevie, it always helps. <3

[gasolineboots]

We all feel sorry for ourselves sometimes. Some of us more than others. *cough*

[amanda311]

Someday we'll be each other's bridesmaids and we'll love the guys and the guys will love us.

[amanda311]

and ps..
what are you doing friday?
hopefully not working, and wanting to hang out with me
sorry about tonight. i suck. i hope work was okay. call me tomorrow night at work if you get a chance.