Somehow, I lost a few days. You think you know where you are and who you're with, and suddenly you come to in somebody's basement, where a dozen guys are taking turns fucking you and spraying their cum all over your face like a scene from a goddamn porn movie. The next thing I knew, I was outside, and it was dark. A woman walked over to me and ( Read more... )

Uggggggghhhhhhhhh.

I don't want to go to work.

I've been SO horny all day. I even tried calling Jay, but he didn't answer. He's my last resort, since he treats women like shit, but I don't even care about that right now -- all I want is some cock ( Read more... )

I visited TJ last night for a fix - I couldn’t help it. I like to avoid going there. Usually, when I want a fix and have the money, I go through a network of other people. But TJ is different - he bargains. True, the bargains always involve something sleazy, but it’s worth it. Last night, he wanted anal sex, so I let him and his friend fuck my ( Read more... )

Uggh…I need money. I bounced a couple checks, so I had to pay about a hundred dollars in fees to my bank. I had the money, but I’d set it aside for recreational purposes, and now I don’t have anything left until tomorrow, when I’ll get some tips from my shift. Still, the tips won’t be enough to buy anything good. I hate being without drugs...I ( Read more... )

What a night! My date with Travis went really well, and ended quite unexpectedly. He took me out for a sushi dinner, and then we went to his house to do a few lines before going out to a club. The coke we did was a lot better than anything I’ve had lately, so I was really amped up and feeling great. We spent hours at the club, but my energy was ( Read more... )

Our night out was a success! I met a guy named Kyle, and we totally hit it off. He bought me a few drinks, and we talked for a while. He’s a student at DU, but he grew up in Los Angeles. Why anyone would leave California to come here is beyond me, but he said he loves it here ( Read more... )

Well, I’m back from yet another long day at work. I don’t hate my job….it’s just that I don’t love it all the time, either. I’m a waitress, and it gets old, being everyone’s bitch all the time. People are stingy, too…they don’t seem to realize I live off tips ( Read more... )