check into horror hotel.
kool-aid on sale at rainbow. ten for a dollar. paid for ten, stole about fifteen. eh, that's how i work in the corperate world.
such beautiful colors.
last night, like just about every night. brian and i stayed up till sunrise. at four in the morning we were out on our deck playing "sex and violence". i was on bass, he was on guitar. i'm learning slowly. BUT. i REALLY NEED MY FUCKING DRUMS BACK. i'm a fucking drummer. i need to beat on things. geeee.
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so i want to have a BBQ/ drinking fest at my new home sometime soon.
including good company such as alice, sam, brit, charlotte, liz, monty, jeremy, charlie, nate, ECT.
and then some of zombie's firends which would include nick, ted, joe, ect.
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i was reading through old REAL LIFE journals the other day, and fuck. I MISS PEOPLE.
a lot of enrties included SHOWS and old friends.
i miss things.
fuck.
i'm really thankful for everything any of you have done for me.
especially ali.
fuck, you've helped me out so many times. you are fucking amazing. thank you.
most of you wouldn't believe how much i miss you.
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a few weeks ago i took my little brother to the mall of america. it was kind of fun, actually. camp snoopy. ha.
we were in lego land and SO BADLY did i want to re-inact the notorius "brit gives lego man head" scene.
damn.
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there's this secret party tomorrow night. one where there will be a HUGE bowl filled with every kind of cheap alcohol. mixed up.
i'm going to puke.
and saturday there's this show/ party zombie and people and myself might crash.
this sunday is the microcon COMIC BOOK CONVENTION. in which i'm REALLY FUCKING excited for. (nerd.) hopefully monty and company will go with me!
on the 30th there is big fuckin skull in st. cloud.
and i REALLY NEED a job i like. ...it's so hard to find one. so hard to get hired. rent is due in two weeks and i'm out of money. fuck.
if any of you know of any COOL jobs, or any jobs for that matter, please let me know.
blah blah blah.
a zine made by me is in the works.
and a horror movie, too.
i need to get out more.
with HUMANS.
(not just by myself all the time.)
okay.
love.