LIFE!
so last night was ERIC AND GAVIN'S BIRTHDAY PARTY SHOW KEGGAR.
twas good fucking times.
way more than good times. fucking amazing.
i can't express how incredible it was to feel at home again. all my old friends. I THOUGHT EVERYONE HATED ME BECAUSE OF KREMLIN BASTARDS.
but it was overwhelming.
"MANDAAAAAA!!!!"
hugs galore. "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!" "I MISS YOU!!!"
so much love.
so overwhelming.
tears came to my eyes.
it was so beautiful.
they remember.
i'm so glad to be back.
my soul, it feels good again.
YEEEEEEE.
and when some band was palying in the basement, who were really good, ...
fry came up behind me, yelled in my ear.. "THRASSHHH!" and jumped on my back and we thrashed!
LIKE OLD TIMES!
IT WAS SO AMAZING.
oh god.
it felt so good.
you know those times where you tell yourself your sober so you can get home okay, ..but you're still really drunk as fuck?... yeah.
i have no idea how i got the fuck home.
okay. so. at 12:52-ish? i took the four bus to nicolette. got on the 11 for a few blocks. then got off and took the ten. to WHITE CASTLE. at this time, i was stumbling. couldn't walk.
i ordered some shit and told the white castle homies how drunk i was.
they gave me free food. I GAVE THEM SHOTS. IT WAS FUCKING CRAZY. PARTYING WITH WHITE CASTLE DUDES.
i walked home eventually...
couldn't take the shortcut across the train tracks because there was a fucking cop right there. so i had to take the long way, and go past the SCARY AS FUCK VAMPIRE ESTABLISHMENT.
so i'm about a block away from home and suddenly SIRENS going off everywhere. 8 cop cars drive past me. fuck.
got home.
called brians at ty's. drunk as hell. went out on the roof. passed out.
slept for two hours. woke up at five to brian playing super mario world. and then i came here to me mum's. i brought her a plant with this sparkely pink googely eyed winged creature in it. and did yard work at 6 a.m.
I CAN'T SLEEP. IT'S SO HARD. WHY.
ANYWAYS!
SEEING EVERYONE WAS SO GREAT!
brit. alice. fry. eric. tim. liz. tab. charlotte. gavin. krystyle. huggies. emily. jeremy. heather. ali peggorarro. LIZZY!!?, wtf?. nick. jess. susan. davelee. joe b. CHARLIE!. mimi. will. wil. kalvin!. cante. hailey. bradiy. claire. eric. ted. lara. shane!. DREW. ...everyone else!
EVERYBODY!
GOD!
I LOVE SO HARD RIGHT NOW!
PICTURES!
(there's still more...)
AND I REALLY NEED TO BE IN A BAND SO HARD! I WANT TO SO BAD! i'd be such a sweet singer! SO FAR, ME CHARLIE AND NATE! LET'S PRACTICE SOON! FUCKYEAHH
and then me + brit need to be in a band too! our GRIND BAND!