i am now a resident of washington.

SEATTLE!

fucking finally.

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like not being crazy?

i don't know if it feels right.
things are a hell of a lot easier, for sure...
but when have i ever not taken the road less traveled, really?

new chapter.

never would have expected it to be this way.

college graduate.
my own apartment.
full time job.
twenty years old.

...i think i'll like this.

at least for a little while.

kind of wish.

that i grew up in a rickety old house in the middle of nowhere.

but then.
what would i be like now?

( been realizing. )

life is looking up. up. up. WAYYYYY the fuck up.

so much excitement.

i'm ready to MOVE ON.
to big things. better things. things that make me ridiculously happy.

On the twelfth day of Christmas, ( Read more... )

. . .why?

( school, today. )

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end You could have it all ( Read more... )