im at home on a friday night. whop whop. im so incredibly sick that i lost my voice, as in i physically can no longer speak words. i try and it comes out grunts and small skeaks...its AWful
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ive been in the best moods lately and completely without...
and might i add yesturday was a beautiful day in so many ways but in one way it was really ugly because of how awful i talked about someone o well its in the past and today is another great day
...i love him? fuck i love him what am i going to do? if i love someone i can't have. im going to go crazy i don't know what to do we will never be in love, never but i want him, need him so much keep it inside it'll eat me alive but its what i have to do everyday, watch him walk by
i don't know what to do. god i love him so much. someone