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[sheszsospunkee]

i've been dealing with an inner demon. i feel like im two ppl, as if im living a double life. i never in a millions years would have thought i would be fighting with myself and beating myself up so hard just to find out who i truly am. not in a sense on wha i wanna do. but like my sexuality

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[alwaysz_hersz]

been thea n u know thisz but believe me n u everythinq happens 4 a reason n i really truly think tha u need 2 be wit her [L word memba lol] shesz wut makes u happy n makesz u complete not him he'sz juszt thea 2 be thea i juszt want my homie 2 be happy n like i told u ill be thea 4 u no matta wut u chosse love you mwasz<333

Twin<3

[sheszsospunkee]

tears i knew u loved me

twin<3

[sheszsospunkee]

thanks for the comment

[ii_mizz_jenn_ii]

things will sort themselves out and eventually you'll find the right answers. don't just make a decision on impulse .. let it marinate & see how you feel later on about it.

don't rush ;]

[sheszsospunkee]

thanx

[complxthoughts]

why i didnt know any of this...
i'm saying u follow your heart and whatever your heart says, is what you follow. even if ur mind is making the decision, go with what you know is best for you, regardless of what everyone thinks

[sheszsospunkee]

i dunno i didnt wanna bore u with it. =[

[0ralcliimaxxx]

lol... i SHUT my Xanga DOWN... both of them!!! that site is too petty...but yea about the codes My Boogeyman did it for me...and about your entry which was very deep i must admit...i'd rather have a one on one with you about that...what i can say is use this time you have to yourself to find yourself... sometimes being alone helps, because your decision isnt influenced by one nor the other...you know how to find me if you wanna talk ;]
Stay Focused...

[sheszsospunkee]

yea we def gotta talk one on one with this shit... u were the 1st person i thought of when i wrote this entry.. like i need to talk to let.

[0ralcliimaxxx]

word from the wise and OLD huh...lol