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[shethrewstones]

My parents' marriage was a sham.

I lost everything I knew.
If the love between them wasn't real, then anything I felt wasn't real.

I used to go out when I was fifteen/sixteen and sleep with guys just to feel something.
But I can't feel anything.

I'm not real.

And I hate everyone who can be happy.
Because I can't be.

I'm not real, not real. Not. Real.
I'm

Comments

This is a retaliation comment and yeah, he already feels bad about it.

[lasttimeilost]

At least you fucking had parents

djkfksjdhf Leon.

[shethrewstones]

Well, if you want them so fucking bad

why don't you have them?

HE IS ALL OF THE UPSET RIGHT NOW.

[lasttimeilost]

why not

I'd do better with them than you have

SHE IS *THIS* CLOSE TO SMASHING THINGS UP RN.

[shethrewstones]

Yeah right.

You wish you fucking could.
But you'd just fucking fail at that like you do with every single thing you do.