say, but i just cant seem to get it out.

oh well.
oh well.
i tried.
i think.
i did.
sort of.
i'm struggling.
i'm losing.

i'm crying.

oh man, oh man.

what am i doing?
i'm going for it full on.
with all my heart and soul.
& if i fail i'll move on.
it will pass.
i will love again.

There's myy him.
Ps. I wish you would just tell me already!

( That's what I want. )

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And so here I am slaving away a something that i could careless about. Why should i put so much effort into something so meaningless. I don't care if i graduate, i don't want to go to school, not now. Leave me alone, world. For one second let me just breathe. Thank you ( Read more... )