pluto is one hell of a most deceitful bastard.. in the most honest and direct way possible. everybody needs a slap in the face with one of their addictions. everybody has at least one. i'm definitely into being lazy and avoiding everything. i want to just sit and enjoy my time with myself, all the time, forever. sometimes i feel romantic. sometimes ( Read more... )

currently, i am playing around with ayurvedic herbs to treat lupus. it has been an interesting routine. in the mornings, i take burn+control for weight loss properties (it is insane, i have literally been eating chocolate chips, chocolate, pancakes, and fruit bars for the past 7 days) and the scale now says 132 lbs. i have been pudging for the last ( Read more... )

dealing with pericarditis right now and for the past 4 days, laying on the biomat and reflecting about life, and thinking, it is a miracle that i  have surpassed 15 years with lupus ( Read more... )

i think i once found my soul mate
who changed my life
changed my perspective
and belief
but he died
and i don't think i can find another soul mate again
so i'm not even interested in that concept
it is nice to see though
people still hopeful
to find theirs. 

things that i enjoy doing that can be counted on two hands ( Read more... )

i feel bad for every elderly man and woman walking on the streets. even worse when they are homeless ( Read more... )

i think that love is about growing together, pushing each other to be the best in every field, and to be independent of each other. to not have to wait on them for your schedule. love should be a better thing, not a difficult thing. i think if your man or woman is stressed out, and you know your partner, then giving them what they need to survive ( Read more... )

Dizzy.

That is the word that came to my mind when I was busy driving and in thought all day Monday.

I had good reason to, I just didn't want to be impatient.

I really have no opinion of you ( Read more... )

I am clearing out all of my entries to 'private' and using this journal to keep up with friends from now on. Since there will be no information from me thus, please action yourself accordingly and delete me. Thank you.