i am laying outside on the lawn and reading. life is good. why do i have other stuff to do? this is what college should be...not the 879023498243878 papers i need to work on.

i think i am finally moving on from my camp obsession. of course, the words of "mmmm i want to linger" still, well, linger in my mind from closing nights in the past, but now i can put those behind me too. it is september. S-E-P-T-E-M-B-E-R. not june. not july. not august. not summer. i am back at vc. i am not in south carolina. it was ( Read more... )

a few weeks ago, i was so excited to come back to school, but now, more than anything, i just want to go back to the shores of lake wylie. i thought i would be so happy coming back, but i just am not feeling it. i am not really having fun any more. i feel so alone, which isnt me at all. i miss waking up to see my co-counselors and then spending ( Read more... )

home again...i can't believe that camp is over! since i love to make lists, here are a few of the best moments ( Read more... )

and i'm leaving again in a few days for summer #12 at camp thunderbird. i have changed so much since summer #11. for one, i cut off six inches of my hair yesterday. i look older. and i feel older. 2004-5 in a few words ( Read more... )

i planned to go to sleep early tonight, but, of course, that did not happen. now it's 2:20, and i'm still awake, sharing a little bit of my life with everyone else ( Read more... )

ah, another night in the library...i'm just starting to study for my spanish exam, which is one tuesday. the last possible exam; the thing that is making me stay here so late. at the same time, i'm not sure if i'm really ready to leave. i love my friends here, and this weekend was incredible. more than anything, though, i can't wait to see my ( Read more... )

today's horoscope ( Read more... )

ahh....in the library, again. i guess this is the price of spending the entire afternoon sunbathiing rather than studying for my art history final tomorrow. it was worth it.

and now i am putting my life online for everyone else to read. this is a bit strange ( Read more... )