weekend was ( Read more... )

so i guess this has become an outlet for my bitching. oh well. ive been having the worst anxiety attacks lately. everytime it happens i swear im going to have heart failure it beats so fast. and its for practically no reason at all. ill just be sitting there and all the sudden i get really nervous and have mini heart attacks. & ive always had ( Read more... )

Tonight I went to Leslie's. I basically just sat around and talked with Megan and Karli, and watched Steve sleep. I just realized that I am a completely different person outside of school. At school I'm either asleep or acting like a fool for entertainment. Outside of school I'm just ya know. ya know. Different. I have an uneasy feeling about ( Read more... )

I hate being broke. Today was shitty and took forever to end.

Ahhhh now where to fucking start. Friday Megan came over and we colored, and wore silly wigs, and watched "Forty Year old Virgin" together. That seems like weeks ago. Saturday was Leslie's party. It was good. It was one to remember, but I can't seem to. Sunday I think I almost died. Monday I had to go to Canada. Everyone is creepy nice there and ( Read more... )

The ringer is a funny movie.

I miss blue skies. I miss sunshine. It is nothing but overcast. This is not a sky, but a bleak, grey, suffocating, ceiling. It isn't even snowy and white. It is miserable and muddy. I miss the summer. And I miss the green grass. I miss all of my friends that are in other states for the holidays. But most of all, I miss feeling like myself. I do not ( Read more... )

Today was crazyness.
John Lennon was murdered 25 years ago today.

derrr i work at hollister, and i have feathered hair, and i cant work a cash register to save my life. but its okay because im hawt ( Read more... )

I laughed, I cried, and call me a nerd but Harry Potter is a real cutie! I'll see it again too.