the time between febuary break and april break usually lasts forever. it went by Sooooo quick! I think its because my parents went away? I dont care whatever.

I wanna have an awesome spring break, you people reading this.... HELP MAKE IT HAPPEN!

Im so not surprised I did it again.

I'm numb, but I'm really gonna focus on myself for a while. Not School, Not SATS No Anything. Just me.
I also need a haircut//shape.

and a keyboard.

I burnt my boobs really bad.

Fuck you smoking cigarettes.
Fuck you being stuck in school for an hour and a half.

fuckkk youuuuuu

COME FUCKING ON.

new shoes
show
boring
boring//mall
FREE PANCAKES!
Mall?
nothing
ROBOT MUSTACHE PART!
awkward conversations
Show//overdoseoncaffeine//buymyfirstpackofcigarettesmyself!(basic100's...dirtbag!)

Ive changed a lot, Im kind of myself again though, my hairs kind of red again too.

My sister also got me a devils rejects poster signed by bill mosley cause shes at some ( Read more... )

everyones getting happy, changing, having fun. I wont let myself join, I dont know why, theres something Im still holding onto that made me happy two years ago, but now it just makes me sick. I keep telling myself to not be afraid, and quite honestly I dont know what to be afraid of at this point. Lately Ive also realized that i dont like very many ( Read more... )

if you read an entry about circles completely disregard it, I deleted it.
Boring weekend kinda, po and shirley boys came, mikey wrote vagina everywhere, and rob made fun of my sister.

I give up.

Man I havent actually updated in a really long time.
I hate bitching on this thing, I just wrote a whole long thing and deleted it.
my lifes socially retarded right now, well except tomorrow night?
drivers ed, School, babysitting, videoproductionjob, sat courses are about to consume me.

75 left.

Im filming durring febuary break.
if youd like to be a zombie, carry fake guns and take over my town.
or just come chill and probably get free bagels lemme know!