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Jun 04, 2014 12:09

Title: Closer To You
Pairing: Nakama Yukie/Nakai Masahiro
Note: I suddenly want to write fic lol. This is for ao_hiji. I'm so sorry if this is a very short and simple fic. |D

The twinkle in your eyes as you laugh is like the twinkling stars I admire as a child and the sparkle of the ocean during summer in the beach at Okinawa where I use to live.  When I look at your eyes I always feel like I’m home. They draw me in, closer and closer every time we meet.

I want to know more about you. I want to be in that seat in Bistro and ask you the questions instead. I know how hard working you are how you always do you best and how you put yourself last especially as SMAP. I want to know other things about you, the simple things and complicated things that create your whole being.

I want to know what’s your favorite color, and your real height. I want to know about your childhood days, your first love and first heartbreak. Are your parents strict? Do you still suffer from any ailments? I wish sometimes I can tell you that it’s okay to rest. I wish sometimes I can take care of you.

I know I sound so nosy and I should mind my own business but as time goes by and my heart draws closer to you, I just want to be close to you more. Is this normal? I always ask that to myself. I realized I’ve been sighing and taking a deep breath a lot whenever we’re away from each other and I think of you and I feel that heaviness in my heart.

Is it a good thing or a bad thing? I don’t know.

I’m getting confused but I still want to be with you. When we’re together, I am genuinely happy and my heart beats so fast. I want to laugh and laugh with you. Every moment you share a little tidbit of the things you did that morning or yesterday I feel even happier. It’s like you’re ready to tell me everything about you.

We grew closer and closer, or so I thought. Now years passed by. How are you doing? Seeing you on TV is not enough for me to know. There are times I miss you. I miss how you will sit or stand close to me while practicing our lines during our days as Kouhaku’s hosts or even when you just want to tell how your day yesterday went by. I know you’re still doing your best.

There’s something I noticed though. When I’m still close with you, you’re eyes shone like the stars that I admire.

They are not shining like that anymore. I wonder why.

nakanaka, oneshot

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