Is excited about daddy's today. Thank you for being awesome.

I can do it! That is a great thing to find out about yourself ( Read more... )

My first cigarette was inspired by an episode of I Love Lucy. It was all in black and white but I could imagine her in color. Red curly hair pinned in a bun, a collar dress I knew was light blue emphasized her small curves, and the light gray air that flowed from her mouth. She would sit in her clean living room after taking off her apron and ( Read more... )

I have come up to that point in my life where there it’s the beginning of the rest of my life. I have come across a fork on the road where I can stay on my path and always be miserable or find a new me and maybe enjoy myself. I am afraid that if I don’t try something new I will lose the people I love ( Read more... )

Snowboarding gold medalist Karine Ruby dies in a climbing accident at age 31.

Now this is troubling to me. You have picked a sport to get involved with. You are good at it to the point you have received metals. Congratulations. Now you go and die climbing. To me this is dumb. I am frustrated.

I don't like Lady Gaga's music but this morning after seeing her "Poker Face" video all I want to do is gag her with her blond wig while we make sweet passionate love.  Same way I normally feel about Beyonce and her Single Ladies (Put a ring on it) video. What is it about these new bathing suit outfits? They look like leotards.  Whatever this is ( Read more... )

in 1969 Janis Joplin and the Kozmic Blues Band started their tour that led them to Woodstock.  It's rather surreal really to know this fact.

To love and admire this woman is difficult.

I am starting to get the drive to write.  I have yet to feel confident about doing so.  I really want to. I just see so much talent around me and I am afraid to be less than them.  I just want to go back to being myself and just expressing myself hoping that people understand and hopefully enjoy.  I know I need to do this.  I can't stop thinking ( Read more... )

I smell of yesterday's.

Things that I remember from Thursday ( Read more... )