It just seems I'm cut off from everything with me focusing on School and work. Work is getting the better edge of my focus, but that has to change. All I've done for the past two weeks are as follows ( Read more... )

The past two days I've worked 14 hours. 7 each day. Tomorrow I only work half that ( Read more... )

I think I will never see that girl, but she was a sign. I'm ready to go out and find someone to share a part of my life with. When I'm in a relationship, I never ever think it will last forever. Or at least thats what I think for the first month, then my emotions kick in and I think of myself being with that person for a long haul. Still not ( Read more... )

Today, I worked a total of 7 hours, it was awesome. But, thats not what I here to write about. I'm here to write about this girl who came in ( Read more... )

Hung out with Joey today, it was pretty cool. I let him use my camera whenever he wanted. We went to a coffee shop on main street, tried to upload the photos, but it wouldn't do it on his ibook. As we were heading back to my car, we ran into his girlfriend and room mate, at the other coffee shop. I was invited to dinner, which I went to ( Read more... )

I feel a hundred times better than I thought I ever could, even at my highest high. Nothing great happened, but realizing I'm finally completely over her, wow ( Read more... )

As I was checking to see if I could delete that comment, I found I couldn't. But she also IM's me. We talking for an hour an a half about the whole break up and our feelings during that time. I feel a lot better talking to her about. I can actually put that all behind me ( Read more... )

I tried IMing Kim tonight. A bad case of being really lonely, and lack of judgment on my part. Before I actually sent anything I checked her profile to see if she is seeing anyone, well, she is and she also has an Lj, whichI checked out and left a comment on. I'm off to see if I can delete it. I doubt it seeing as I posted without willing to give ( Read more... )

I went to write a phone number down, so I could call Joey sometime tomorrow. I found the entry, copied it, and went to grab a piece of paper to paste it to.

Man, What the fuck was I thinking?

I was making a comment in reply to a comment and I said something that I want to go into more, but so everyone can see it ( Read more... )