Comments | shibbytanite292: I dont want to do this anymore..

shibbytanite292

I dont want to do this anymore..

Dec 12, 2004 04:40

I'm up because I cant sleep for the life of me. This week has been hell. I am so sick and tired of being me. I want to know what it feels liek to be someone else for just one day. Someone whos smarter, prettier.. I'm so unhappy right now. I just want things to fall into place already. I live each day just liek the other. Why is there nothing more ( Read more... )

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meeso December 12 2004, 09:27:40 UTC

You know, I'm the same way also Li, you're not alone. I choose to believe that the reason you aren't able to say what you mean to say in the beginning is because it's not the right time. It's not the time for those things to be revealed and if you wind up revealing them then you'll feel worse then you would have felt if you didn't reveal them...if that makes sense. Yeah, it's hard in the present and it sucks, but once you do reveal your feelings at the right moment, you'll realize that it was worth the wait because that moment will be so archetypely perfect that you'll be greatful that you didn't reveal it before hand. <3

xojustmeox December 13 2004, 22:54:28 UTC

Li...i know exactly how you feel...but i'm gonna have to disagree.You are an extremely intelligent,beautiful person inside and out.You have the ability to do great things and you will.Life is just something so confusing, sometimes stressful that we forget what it is we are striving for. We get so caught up in acing that test or getting the perfect grade or looking perfect that we forget it's the road to sucess and happiness that really matters.I don't know if i'm making much sense right now but everytime i was stressed you always knew what to say and i just wanted to do the same with you. Your wisom and way with words is amazing.I've been stressed about blue tri stuff lately and i though about you you gave me the strength to just get through things. I know we haven't talked a lot since you left and that sucks.You have had such positive impact on my life..and if you weren't the great person you are i may have not been such a great person today.You taught me how to keep faith in myself even if no one else had faith in me,you always ( ... )