Shit! I Think I'm Gonna Go Blind! @_@

[shieyume]

ZOMG!  I can't believe I bumped on my ex-boyfriend (the second one) while I was running my errands just this morning! Waah! His place is quite far from mine so it surprised me a bit when I met him at our neighborhood's grocery store where I was shopping for eggs and a few sweets earlier. Um, we actually have always been in good terms even after we broke up (way back last February) so it's not abnormal for him to walk towards me and greet me with a very casual 'hello' (which he did earlier). Of course, I've greeted him back with a 'hi din' and eventually managed to have a little chit-chat about random things with him. I figured that it doesn't feel totally weird anymore facing him BUT the only thing left that is troubling me is... HIS SMILE! Waah! Why does he still have to put on that *gulps*angelic*chokes* smile right on his oh-so-cute face?! Darn it! Darn it! Darn it! I've already moved on and I'm currently happy being single but why does that one little smile still melts me completely inside without fail?! Oh shit. I thought I was gonna go blind again when I saw him smiling brightly earlier. I'm just relieved that he didn't notice me blushing...well, as if I really was. So cheesy eh? Mou, but it does pain me inside to see such a, ahem, warm and brilliant sight; good thing the conversation didn't go too long enough to make my eyes drool with blood and that he eventually left the store right before I did, so as to end my agony. Fuwaa! To think I'm fangirling all over again for a former special someone; I feel so ashamed of myself! T^T As they say past is past but mou!. I just hope I still won't be seeing him at school that often. -_-

Anyways, I've definitely moved on! I'll certainly be able to completely get over with it! GO FAIT-O! *puts on an I-can-do-it! pose* XD

On a random note: Here's a sight, more than that ex's smile, that really made my eyes bleed to death, my sight for sore eyes:





Oh Kanda-kun, why must you always be so pretty? Squee~♥♥♥