Comments | shifter_: I feel like a side order of shit. Would you like fries with that?

shifter_

I feel like a side order of shit. Would you like fries with that?

Feb 01, 2006 09:01

For two days now I have suffered from an inexplicable severe feeling of gloom, to the point where I want to crawl into bed and lock myself away from the world and everyone in it. I don't typically ever feel this badly about.... just being alive. But I seriously have no desire to do anything but just give up ( Read more... )

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tiffeh February 1 2006, 16:58:19 UTC

Oh I hear you buster.

shifter_ February 1 2006, 17:29:19 UTC

Wanna know something I just thought of????? I NEVER ONCE felt cruddy like this when I lived out east. There was always something to pick me up. Now, there is SFA outside of Andrea and Melissa that makes me really happy without additional burdens.

I was thinking maybe I drink too much, but I actually drink far less now than I used to. I only smoke about 3 cigarettes a WEEK. I don't take any meds except for tylenol and Ibuprophen for my bad knees. I wouldn't say I suffer from Depression or any other 'condition' except for the diabetes. I am pretty sure not eating chocolate bars isn't reason enough to be down in the dumps though.

I think its my surroundings and my current lifestyle......

hmmm this is developed into another post.

tiffeh February 1 2006, 22:40:24 UTC

Sometimes depression comes out of absolutely nowhere. That is the hardest kind to shake.

*hugs*

deemarie2003 February 1 2006, 17:59:53 UTC

It's the after-holiday blues, maybe?