i need to get over this whole screwed up friend thing, its not too great to talk about. I keep telling people it and i shouldn't really. I guess i'm still raw about it. I mean i really don't hate her anything. Just don't think it was kool what she did and that i shouldn't take it. i'll stop going on about it, it's getting old. And i sound like a ( Read more... )

Went to another voicst gig last night it was kool. Another fluke, talked to the bassist whilst they were on stage, he remembered me, so that was kool. They were supporting the presidents of the united states, very happy music the drummer says. He reckons their better than juliette and the licks. I dunno about that lol everyone in the crowd only ( Read more... )

Don't be sick nothing you do will stick, you make me feel so worthless ( Read more... )

2nd photo shoot turned out awesome, it seemed. We looked like dolls. I don't know how to pose and i need to look strong and confident apparently. I feel bad for sam (make up artist lady) i feel like we should pay her with something or treat her. Thats bugging me ( Read more... )

Met up with Choi and did some long over due work but her ribbit wasn't there saddly. She got me a cute skull watch from hong kong and an emily the strange wallet from the time it was my birthday last year lol, i was happy ^_ ( Read more... )

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I'm feeling real ill right now *sticks toungue out* I've actually been throwing up for the past few days because i have a weak stomach, i forgot to mention it. (lol sorry to share the gross-ness- i have issues ( Read more... )

Went to Camden yesterday, it was a very kool day. Went to cyber dog and brought a pretty cyber dress and luckily got it half price cause Mike knew one of the cyberdog model people called AJ http://www.livejournal.com/users/silveraj/. She was kool and nice extreme pretty cyber punk, i've seen her ( Read more... )

Okay getting new hair tommorow woo! my inspiration was Sayvana from Baten Kaitos. I mean it means I'll sorta make my barbarella harder to pull off, but the pro is i just feel like it and hopefully it'll look good. I mean a life full of total imitation is not so great, a life full of subtle differences can be interesting ( Read more... )

Been examing Dantes Jacket from Devil may cry 3. I mean wots up with the 2 zips thing, 1 that closes 1 that could never close, i guess it was never meant to be closed, we were just supposed to see Dantes nice but gay boob strapped chest. I want that jacket, but to have it, would mean to make it, and it looks complicated! and i'd make it out of real ( Read more... )