Dec 18, 2009 23:38
FOREVER AND A DAY #10
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Power (Hanbum)
[kibum's POV]
It’s a twisted world we live in, when you can hate and love a person at the same time. That’s how I feel, when I look at you, talk to you, even just think of you. Sometimes I want to just yell at you and shake you until you see what you do to me. I like being in control, of my life, my feelings, my actions. But it scares me how much power you hold over me, without even realizing. I can’t keep the smile off my face when you smile at me, I can’t ignore the jealousy when you’re with the others. And now as I watch you pack hurriedly to go back to China, to Siwon, I miss you already, and you haven’t even left.
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Thunderstorms (Hanmin)
[sungmin's POV]
It sounds like a war is going on outside, it’s so loud. Thunder booms and claps with startling intensity and lightning slash across the sky like bloody arrows. You sprint across the corridor and fling yourself into his room and you are met with surprised and sleepy eyes. It claps again and you jump. He smiles in understanding and shifts over and you flash him a relieved smile and crawl into bed next to him. You huddle close and feel a little guilty. You weren’t scared of thunderstorms at all.
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Stumble (shihan)
[Hankyung's POV]
You caught me at the lowest point of my trainee life. I was weighed down, stumbling, falling under the grueling schedules, language barriers and the alienation by some of the others. There is much talk about me, and some of it very bad. They don’t think I understand, I can tell by the way they don’t even whisper. I was on the verge of breaking down, giving up, when you caught me and helped me back up, with just one sentence. “Ni hao, Hangeng, wo shi Cui Shiyuan.” It doesn’t mean anything, it means everything. After that I never fell again. And I knew even if I did, you would always be there to catch me.
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Disturb (hanwook)
[Ryeowook's POV]
There’s an old saying that the mind are treasure boxes, where people keep their treasures. But with the passing of time, everything becomes memories. I don’t want you to become a memory. I have too many of them and they overfill my treasure box. But there’s only one of you, and you don’t deserve to be lost, forgotten or hidden. Instead I found a better treasure box to keep you, right here in my heart, where there is nothing else to disturb you.
hanmin,
hanbum,
shihan,
hanwook