Remember. Forget.
well ok despite my oh so obvious name and listing them as my OTP, i haven't actually really much shihan. you guys can personally go blame kyuhyun, damn magnae and his OTP stealing skills....
Title: Remember. Forget.
Summary: Shiwon always keeps his promises. Until now.
Pairing: Shihan
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: don't own anyoneee
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REMEMBER. FORGET.
Hyung, I’m sorry. I broke my promise. Even though I promised I would, I still haven’t been able to fulfill your last request, my last promise.
It has been years, but it seems like only yesterday, it’s all so sharp and clear in my head. Or my heart, I’m not quite sure which. I held your hand, the way I always do and your slender fingers fit neatly between mine, the weird way it just fits so perfectly. I remember your eyes, beautiful, kind eyes. Still playful and bright with warmth, even through the wet curtain of unshed tears. The way your lips curled into a tender, serene smile. Just for me. I knew you were hurting, but you smiled through the pain just for me. Just so I wouldn’t cry. You hated it when I cried.
Here I go, being all nostalgic. Remembering. I have no right to remember. I didn’t keep my promise. I always keep my promises. When I promised we will succeed together, I kept it. And that we would be best friends and sworn brothers always. And that I will protect you and guard you and help you achieve you dreams. I kept the promises to love you always. I kept all those promises. Every single one I made to you.
But not this one. Your dying wish. “You have to forget. Forget everything about me. Remember, Siwonnie...forget”
I’m sorry hyung, I tried, really tried. But I can’t keep this promise. I don’t think I can. I don’t think I want to…
Title: Remember. Forget.
Summary: Shiwon always keeps his promises. Until now.
Pairing: Shihan
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: don't own anyoneee
**************************************************************
REMEMBER. FORGET.
Hyung, I’m sorry. I broke my promise. Even though I promised I would, I still haven’t been able to fulfill your last request, my last promise.
It has been years, but it seems like only yesterday, it’s all so sharp and clear in my head. Or my heart, I’m not quite sure which. I held your hand, the way I always do and your slender fingers fit neatly between mine, the weird way it just fits so perfectly. I remember your eyes, beautiful, kind eyes. Still playful and bright with warmth, even through the wet curtain of unshed tears. The way your lips curled into a tender, serene smile. Just for me. I knew you were hurting, but you smiled through the pain just for me. Just so I wouldn’t cry. You hated it when I cried.
Here I go, being all nostalgic. Remembering. I have no right to remember. I didn’t keep my promise. I always keep my promises. When I promised we will succeed together, I kept it. And that we would be best friends and sworn brothers always. And that I will protect you and guard you and help you achieve you dreams. I kept the promises to love you always. I kept all those promises. Every single one I made to you.
But not this one. Your dying wish. “You have to forget. Forget everything about me. Remember, Siwonnie...forget”
I’m sorry hyung, I tried, really tried. But I can’t keep this promise. I don’t think I can. I don’t think I want to…