Jan 22, 2010 22:31
Forever and A Day #13
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Stars (Hangeng x yunho)
[Yunho's POV]
I was the one who showed you that star. It was late, almost midnight and I was on my way home when I saw you standing there on the corner. I knew even before you saw me, that you were completely and utterly lost. Something about your relieved smile and happy eyes, made me show you my star, the one I always use when I’m lost. Now I stare up at it, shining as bright as ever, and I wonder if you still look for it, still remember who showed you. You’re not lost anymore, you’ve found your place. But now I’m the one who has lost my way. And my star, our star, cannot help me find it…only you can.
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Surprise (shiwon x hangeng)
[hankyung's POV]
You have always been there, right there between Donghae and Ryeowook. You were always there in the studios modeling or acting, in the kitchen with me learning Chinese or god forbid trying to cook, in the third bedroom down the hall. You were always near me, beside me, with me. But it still hit me like a ten tonne truck when I saw you, really saw you, for the first time. Even though you were always there, it still shocked me to my core, when I realised that you were there- had been there for a long time- inside my heart.
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Make-up (hangeng x heechul, implied shihan)
[heechul's POV]
It’s a wonderful thing you think, make-up. It covers blemishes and bad skin and makes you look like a princess, it makes your eyes prettier, flirtier and lips more desirable, seductive. It makes you a little more perfect. It’s a terrible thing you think, make-up. It leaves ugly streaks down your cheek and makes it harder to hide tears from the others when you watch the two on TV. Its colour reminds you of night, of blood and bruises you infect on yourself to fill the emptiness. It makes you a whole lot less perfect.
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Drowning (Hangeng x sungmin)
[Sungmin's POV]
The voices are gone. For now at least. They seem so logical, so persuasive, so confident. But you shut them out, try not to drown in them, because you know they are bad. They tell you, you can use your cuteness to get close to him, your naivety to get past his defenses and your innocence to come between them. They tell you, you’re pretty, cute, sweet, and you don’t lose to Siwon at all. You know it’s wrong, so you block them out and hope they never come back. Because you’re scared you might just listen if they do.
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hanmin,
hanho,
shihan,
hanchul