Dec 11, 2009 12:23
FOREVER AND A DAY #6
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Rotation (hanhae)
[donghae's POV]
You are like a steering wheel on a car. You spin around and around, always moving and turning. You have to keep moving to make sure the car drives safely. But even though I know you have to move all around, that you can’t stay in one position, I can’t help but want to keep you fixed only on me. Even if it means we’ll be forever driving in one direction, through all obstacles and dangers, I wish I can stop your rotation.
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I want you to stay forever
[hankyung's POV]
It’s selfish, I know. To ask you to abandon your family and your company and your bright future. As much as I wanted to, to throw a tantrum, to cry, to beg, I know it’s too selfish and far too much to ask. So I keep silent, when you tell me you are leaving super junior and going back to take over the business. I keep quiet as you pack and clear things up. I say nothing to you, but I weaken as I hug you goodbye. I know from the flicker in your eyes and the grateful smile you give me, that you know what I wanted to say. My eyes told you everything, that I want you to stay forever.
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All the people
[shiwon's POV]
Of all the people who surrounds you, the many, many beautiful and famous people you know, I know my place. I know that we are bandmates, friends, brothers. That is what we are. I know that. I also know that what I feel is what I shouldn’t feel. That you shouldn’t feel it either. I don’t know- although I’m pretty sure, I can’t be certain-that out of all the people around you, I’m the one you truly love. But I do know for certain, that out of all the people around you, I’m the one who loves you the most.
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Skin
[hankyung's POV]
You hated skinship. Before you came to Korea, the idea of touching other guys and being ‘intimate’ scared and horrified you. At first you took it as a chore, a necessary requirement of the job, a sacrifice. And then one boy had just grabbed your hand, hugged you and kissed you on the cheek whenever either of you was happy, excited, sad, lonely, upset, amazed. Until one day you found yourself the one reaching for his hand, initiating the hugs and leaning in for a kiss.
hanhae,
shihan