Forever and a Day #9
FOREVER AND A DAY #9
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Wrong (hanbum)
[kibum's POV]
Kibum had always been adamant on the subject. He was not going to be a part of any subgroup. Everyone knew this, and they respected his decision. Kibum has always been proud of his determination. But then he had seen the happy, blissful smile Siwon wore, the excited glances of Donghae, Kyuhyun’s quiet joy and Ryeowook’s bubbling enthusiasm. And the look of utter pride and achievement in Hankyung’s eyes. You watch as Hankyung teaches them, prepares them, look after them, protect them, love them. They were not a subgroup, they were a family. And Kibum has never regretted anything more.
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God (Kyuhan)
[kyuhyun's POV]
Siwon, do you think those who sin will go to Hell? I know you think about it sometimes, I see it in your eyes. But you made the choice the moment hyung told you he loved you, and now there’s no turning back. You know the consequences of disobeying God, but your hands only tighten around his. I see the happiness in your eyes and I know you made the right decision. But I too, have sinned. I watch you two, watch him and the feeling that sears through my heart and into my soul, tells me I will be joining you outside of heaven’s gates.
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Video games (kyuhanhae)
Eunhyuk always really like Hankyung hyung. But he particularly loves him when Hankyung hyung played video games with them, or even simply watched them play. Despite what he says, Eunhyuk is only the third best gamer in the group. Everyone know ‘Game Kyu’ and Donghae was just a natural. Eunhyuk was always the one who lost. But for some reason, whenever Hankyung was with them, Donghae and Kyuhyun would become so flustered and distracted that Eunhyuk was actually able to beat them sometimes. Eunhyuk didn’t really understand, didn’t really care, he just wishes Hankyung hyung would play with them more often.
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Grip (Kanghan)
[kangin's POV]
Your hand is warm around mine, slender and soft, but strong. I mesmerize the feeling of your skin and the way your fingers grasp mine. Then I feel cold as your hand slip away. For a moment, I have the strongest urge to grab your hands back and lock them in a tight grip, so tight you can’t pull away. I don’t wish for forever, I’m not greedy. I just want this one moment where you look only at me. But you are already turning away, your eyes and your hand saying their farewells to someone else. My hand twitch inches from yours, but I knew I didn’t have the courage to, not when your other hand was gripped firmly in Siwon’s.
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Order (shihan)
[shiwon's POV]
My life has always been orderly, controlled. Ever since I was just a toddler, my life has been filled with schedules, rules, expectations. I knew what was expected of me, and what I can expect. Today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow. But since you crashed into my life, my orderly life fell apart. I woke and slept at insane times, I spoke informally and not even in Korean, I danced and sang and expressed my feelings publicly. And now the only orderly thing in my life is you.
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Wrong (hanbum)
[kibum's POV]
Kibum had always been adamant on the subject. He was not going to be a part of any subgroup. Everyone knew this, and they respected his decision. Kibum has always been proud of his determination. But then he had seen the happy, blissful smile Siwon wore, the excited glances of Donghae, Kyuhyun’s quiet joy and Ryeowook’s bubbling enthusiasm. And the look of utter pride and achievement in Hankyung’s eyes. You watch as Hankyung teaches them, prepares them, look after them, protect them, love them. They were not a subgroup, they were a family. And Kibum has never regretted anything more.
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God (Kyuhan)
[kyuhyun's POV]
Siwon, do you think those who sin will go to Hell? I know you think about it sometimes, I see it in your eyes. But you made the choice the moment hyung told you he loved you, and now there’s no turning back. You know the consequences of disobeying God, but your hands only tighten around his. I see the happiness in your eyes and I know you made the right decision. But I too, have sinned. I watch you two, watch him and the feeling that sears through my heart and into my soul, tells me I will be joining you outside of heaven’s gates.
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Video games (kyuhanhae)
Eunhyuk always really like Hankyung hyung. But he particularly loves him when Hankyung hyung played video games with them, or even simply watched them play. Despite what he says, Eunhyuk is only the third best gamer in the group. Everyone know ‘Game Kyu’ and Donghae was just a natural. Eunhyuk was always the one who lost. But for some reason, whenever Hankyung was with them, Donghae and Kyuhyun would become so flustered and distracted that Eunhyuk was actually able to beat them sometimes. Eunhyuk didn’t really understand, didn’t really care, he just wishes Hankyung hyung would play with them more often.
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Grip (Kanghan)
[kangin's POV]
Your hand is warm around mine, slender and soft, but strong. I mesmerize the feeling of your skin and the way your fingers grasp mine. Then I feel cold as your hand slip away. For a moment, I have the strongest urge to grab your hands back and lock them in a tight grip, so tight you can’t pull away. I don’t wish for forever, I’m not greedy. I just want this one moment where you look only at me. But you are already turning away, your eyes and your hand saying their farewells to someone else. My hand twitch inches from yours, but I knew I didn’t have the courage to, not when your other hand was gripped firmly in Siwon’s.
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Order (shihan)
[shiwon's POV]
My life has always been orderly, controlled. Ever since I was just a toddler, my life has been filled with schedules, rules, expectations. I knew what was expected of me, and what I can expect. Today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow. But since you crashed into my life, my orderly life fell apart. I woke and slept at insane times, I spoke informally and not even in Korean, I danced and sang and expressed my feelings publicly. And now the only orderly thing in my life is you.