i only wanted to be happy...
working on saturday suxx. there's so much to do lately. X__X; and i didn't sleep much tonight. hah.
i hate not being able to enjoy ANYTHING. do you know this feeling? it's the nothing-makes-sense-nobody-loves-me-and-i-suck-big-time-feeling. yayay! not even b'z can cheer me up today. i'm grateful though that i spent today with harald singing the bugs-bunny-show-opening. do you still remember the lines, too? :3
so since i reached a new level of hating myself, i'm gonna go jogging now. LOL! go me! maybe if i stop eating and do more sports and get thinner and thinner i'm just gonna vanish someday? woot. *__*
can you like...miss a person even though he/she wasn't even really THERE before? i wonder.
i'm not gonna post any lyrics, there are just too many depressionlike songs that fit my mood. XD;
i should go do something that makes sense. like...eh...smashing my head against my wall. lol.
help?
EDIT: now it's raining again, so i can't go jogging. the world hates me. XD;