i won't use lj as a diary for intimate personal emotions anymore. it's confusing you and it's confusing me and causing problems. if someone wants to get to know me better, we can stay in close contact otherwise ( Read more... )

gottverdammt, manchmal hasse ich lj ( Read more... )

why the heck is there always some shit going on ( Read more... )

hallo leute,

braucht irgendjemand von euch zufällig schnallen, ösen, nieten, leder, werkzeug? vielleicht fürs cosplay?ich hab im internet einen shop aufgetan, der ein ziemlich großes angebot zu sehr kleinen preisen hat, allerdings beträgt der mindestbestellwert da 25€ und das krieg ich alleine einfach nicht zusammen ( Read more... )

i won't cry anymore. i will take the least little amount of pride i have and not cry about you anymore. fuck you for treating me like that. fuck you for not caring ( Read more... )

i wish you a very very happy birthday, crü! i hope your day was happy and full of wonderful moments. ♥work was so exhausting today. maybe i should become a doctor, i like watching series like "grey's anatomy" and "ER". lol. ^^; in fact i already look like a real doctor...tired and ugly and exhausted. lol ( Read more... )

hah, survived the day. woot. *_* 2 days of work left. then i'm gonna visit eva. HOHO. <3

yesterday evening i called her and i broke into tears on the phone lyke whoa. i'm such a crybaby. -,- i really don't know if it's worth it but i'm so hurt and angry about myself. you know, i've never been "left" like this before...i really wanted to make you ( Read more... )

i've got a new love now! *__* ♥

and i just...love her so much. best one i've ever known. she's so sweet...when i'm down, she's always there to comfort me. she's beautiful. she gives me satisfaction when i'm in need. i'm like...totally addicted. this must be love, ne?
( ♥ ♥ ♥ do you find her as awesome as i do? )

an alle, die jetzt abi machen, morgen ihre erste klausur schreiben und bestimmt schon ganz hibbelig sind (like yu, pseu, chii, lir, toto)
GANBATTE, NE! you can do it, all of you! you're smart people, i believe in you. so GO FOR IT and trust in yourself, too! i wish you much love and luck and brains. ♥lovelovelove...i need love and friendship ( Read more... )

i'm just so done with everything right now, you won't believe it.
overkill²³...maybe i should just sleep.

today at work i slept a bit on the sofa and i dreamt i'd be @animagic and i'd forgotten all my stuff at home...X__X;;

well, you see, my brain just can't deal with all that stuff anymore.

leute, ihr macht mich fertig.