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So, just screw all the old college friends who don't care that I'm now making an effort to catch up with them. I never stopped caring about them and their lives and wondering what they're up to. But now that I'm making an effort to find out what's going on with them, they don't respond. Guess what, dicks...the phone works both ways and I never
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Yeah, I suck a big diseased dick for not keeping in touch. I truly apologize to you for casting you into my "only a memory now" file inside my brain. I admit it, I did.
I've been finding out some things lately and its making me want to right the wrongs. And shit, I've wronged a lot of people. So yeah, I know, I know. Fuck me. I deserve it. I'm sorry E. There's never a time when I think about G-boro times and don't get a flash of your face in my head.
Anyway, I just wanted to tell you that I haven't forgotten you. I've just been an asshole for all this time. I sincerely wish the best for you in life. That might sound like a shitpacked lie, but I mean it.
cheers,
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I wrote it in anger and loneliness, and now that I read back on it, I was stupid for thinking like that.
Truth is, I just miss you. And Jenni and Jennifer. Plain and simple. Please forgive my selfish thoughts and compulsive anger and embarrassing immaturity. I want to take it back.
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I don't think there's anything wrong with expressing what you feel when you're feeling it. You were just being honest. I'm glad you said those things. It inspired me to get in touch with you again. I miss you too, E. I've been reading your journal ever since I found out that you were still keeping one. Its sounds like things are going well for you. I'm really glad. I hope I can talk to you more.
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