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[shiloh_x]

So, the way it went.

Jaq came over, and it turned out to be more of a timid initiation to admitting he cared about me as more than a friend. He brought over some non-alcoholic champagne and a pizza and we watched the Carson Daily balldrop instead of the Dick Clark one. It was too depressing.

At midnight we kissed. We kissed for some time after that.

Comments

[popcorngurl]

well i'm not too sure who jaq is but i can say is follow your heart...don't be with jaq for a replacement daddy..not saying you would...and don't be with josh for the baby...when i got pregnant my bf broke up with me...were together now..but before we got back together i was so scared of raising a baby without him...i too wanted the whole cliche both happy and stuff...being together forever...but knowing that wouldn't happen i sucked it up and moved on...you can have a relationship with jaq if you wanted but don't do anything for the wrong reasons...from the sounds of it josh doesn't seem to be very supportive so don't waste your time waiting for him to come along and want to be with you again...if he comes back and hes too late its his fault

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[jackie91]

He sounds like a nice guy, but it's really what you want that you can have now. I completely understand that you still love Josh, but if he can't handle this like a man should, you can do better. If you like Jaq, you might want to explain you need some time to think everything over. Maybe when you're not so confused and you become more stable you can think about seeing him. It's all up to you, whatever feels best that you can work with. I think it's great that you have someone who's willing to help you in this time though, that's very sweet of him.