Belly pics, wk. 20
This picture was taken last week. :)
I'm feeling bigger now, and I'm loving it.
You can sort of tell I'm a smaller person, so it's nice to feel a bit more mommy-like and round.
She's quite the mover, already.
I got into it with Josh (her Father) when he brought by my money this week.
He was angry at the fact that I was still going out to his mom's to visit her.
You have to understand -- Amy (his mother) and I are close. She loved me
as part of her family. I will not break off relations with the Grandma to my
baby because someone is afraid of responsibility. She is supporting me
some, as well. She helped to furnish the baby's room in my apartment and
we talked some about how disappointed we both were in Josh. We'd always expected better.
I can't control the fact that I love him. He loves me, too, I believe, in his own juvinile way.
I tried with everything I had to make it work for us, but the minute he suggested abortion,
I knew I couldn't raise a child with him. I don't even want him to see our daughter. To suggest
that because we "Fucked up", as he puts it, we should get rid of her sickened me. I want this
baby; Because he suggested that he did not want her, he will not have contact with her. He'd
have to take me to court if he wants that.
I'm feeling bigger now, and I'm loving it.
You can sort of tell I'm a smaller person, so it's nice to feel a bit more mommy-like and round.
She's quite the mover, already.
I got into it with Josh (her Father) when he brought by my money this week.
He was angry at the fact that I was still going out to his mom's to visit her.
You have to understand -- Amy (his mother) and I are close. She loved me
as part of her family. I will not break off relations with the Grandma to my
baby because someone is afraid of responsibility. She is supporting me
some, as well. She helped to furnish the baby's room in my apartment and
we talked some about how disappointed we both were in Josh. We'd always expected better.
I can't control the fact that I love him. He loves me, too, I believe, in his own juvinile way.
I tried with everything I had to make it work for us, but the minute he suggested abortion,
I knew I couldn't raise a child with him. I don't even want him to see our daughter. To suggest
that because we "Fucked up", as he puts it, we should get rid of her sickened me. I want this
baby; Because he suggested that he did not want her, he will not have contact with her. He'd
have to take me to court if he wants that.