I have nothing to say. mmmyeah. I just burned something like 3 sticks of incense, with the door closed and all the windows closed... not smart. I'm swimming in smoke, which is fun and looks amazing. I love incense. and playing with its smoke. good news! passed the calc quiz/test thing. barely, but I did. I'm feeling restless and lazy at the same ( Read more... )

ahhhhhh... this week. hm. well, I got to ride again!! finally! since I got my stitches out and all, which was nice. Chevy was better than expected. hmmm... yeah. Thursday night was absolute hell. after coming straight home because I had so much work to do, I had to go to Open House to guide lost parents. then home by about 9ish, and proceeded to ( Read more... )

or, no, strike that. A tree. I think that I'd only need three other things up there to make me happy for the rest of my life ( Read more... )

because, thanks to "Spirit of America" tomorrow, tonight is like Friday for me. sweetness, yes ( Read more... )

I'm waiting for something all the time and I don't know what it is. I'm so damn confused and so fucking scared and I don't even know anymore it's panic personified God damn it why the hell am I like this all the time? I'm typing away a mile a minute right now because I can't handwrite nearly as fast as I think and I really really really need to ( Read more... )

days 1-5: done ( Read more... )

Have first days always been this overwhelming? I've never been able to let go of bad memories, so I'm thinking that this one was just exceptionally mind-blowing. ughhhhh.......................................

tomorrow is monday. THE monday. the last first monday of my thompson public educational experience. but hey, today's sunday, which is still vacation, so to hell with all that for now. the shopping trip w/the mother wasn't bad. went to strawberries and got two more CD's.... i'm getting as bad as richard, i need to stop. I have no self-control when ( Read more... )

mmmwellllll.... after the drugs kind of wore off yesterday was pretty good. the doctor's sucked horribly, and basically every 24 hours I sit through half an hour of hell because i have to change bandages and that kills. yeah well. the doctor told me that I was "tough" and that he had no idea how i'd been managing to ride with my back the way that ( Read more... )

ugh I'm wicked fucked up right now thanks to yesterday's surgery... but I guess I was in more pain than i thought before because all of the stuff they had to do hurts less than whatever i was living with before. anyways, i was asleep for it so that was good, better than the spinal they were just going to give me so that i was paralyzed but awake, ( Read more... )