Why?? Part 3
Title: Why?? Part 3
Pairing: KiHae
Summary: Ki bum wonders why he keeps on thinking of a certain someone.
A/N: Here’s the third chapter….as promised..heheheh…hope you like it…
And sorry for making you wait long…^__^
Weeks have passed since that fateful night in the club. Even so, Ki bum couldn’t help thinking of the guy he met then. In those weeks he couldn’t think properly. He would easily space out in class, which was really new to him. He was after all known to be very attentive in every class he had. He did everything perfectly, whether in class or in extracurricular activities. Well its not like he had any say to it, being the heir of a international company, namely the Kim Group of Companies. He had no choice but to put up a perfect front, in order to please his always absent parents. Slacking off in itself was something very foreign to him. So when his professors caught him wandering off to wonderland, which was very unKibum like in their perspective, almost all of his professors would send him of to the infirmary thinking he might be sick.
Instead of going to the nurse’s office he would walk around campus to clear his mind. Well, to get Donghae out of his mind really, and he obviously failed. The more he tried to forget him, the more he remembers. He couldn’t help but remember the man’s beautiful face. The way he danced that night on the dance floor. The way he jumped up and down when he won the bet. The way he fit perfectly in ki bum’s arms. And the way his lips tasted in the kiss they shared. Donghae invaded every part of ki bum’s thoughts be it awake or in his dreams. He just couldn’t pinpoint why he thought of the man so often, so often to the point of annoyance. Not to the guy, well partly, but more to himself for indulging in such thoughts. “Ki bum for God’s sake please stop acting like a love-sick high school girl!” he exclaimed at the top of his lungs where he was comfortably seated on a bench near the school fountain. Thankfully it was still school hours, so nobody witnessed ki bum’s uncharacteristic act. He cursed himself inwardly for letting this situation go this far. “I need to stop this nonsense, before I truly go insane” ki bum said as he left.
That night, he was determined to find the man, so he went to the club in hopes of seeing Donghae. He thought that if he saw him again, maybe he would stop thinking of the guy and live his life like he always have. It was comfortable that way. Even though he hated his monotonous life, it was the only way he knew how to live. Upon arriving, he searched the place to see if the man was there, but an hour passed and still no signs of the said man. He waited and waited but to no avail. He ended up going home pissed to the core.
Days dragged on in ki bum’s perspective, every single second felt like a minute, every minute felt like hours, hours like days, so on and so forth. Ever since that night, when he couldn’t find the guy he so badly wanted to see, he went almost every night to the club and see if he would be lucky enough to meet him again. And every night when he went home he felt a little bit more hopeless than the other nights.
A/N: I don’t know how to write 2 sides of the story at once so I separated ki bums side and donghaes side…hope this doesn’t confuse you….
Ki bum
It was Wednesday morning; ki bum was walking in the hallway to his next class when something caught his attention. A guy who was chatting away with what he assumed was his friends. There was nothing special about the scene that unfolded in front of him, but there was something about that guy.” That’s him” he said as he ran and practically shoved the other students, so as to get closer to the man he longed to see. But as he reached the group, there was no donghae in sight. “Oh great, now I’m even having hallucinations!” he thought as he acted as if he was in a hurry to get to his next class. Little did he know how wrong he was.
Donghae
“Hey guys what’s up?” Donghae said to his friends. ”We should be the one asking that! What’s up with You? You haven’t been hanging out with us lately” Kangin said. He was Donghae’s best friend ever since high school. “Yeah, you’ve been missing out on club nights too!” Shindong said in addition. “Hey, I thought I told you to stop going to clubs! Its nearly finals and you still go out at night? And don’t tell me Kagin’s been going too?” Eeteuk said as he looked at his boyfriend. In which Kangin only smiled. Kaingin and Eetuek started going out during their freshman year and they’re inseparable since then.” Sorry guys, my professor told me if I don’t submit my project soon, he’ll fail me in Photography 11. I’ve been looking for a person, who’ll model for me without pay” Donghae explained. ”You can always ask one of your fan girls to do it, you know. They’ll be more than willing to help you and maybe they’ll do more” Kangin said mischief in his eyes. That earned him a smack in the head from his lover. “What?” Kangin said. “Just shut up” Eeuteuk said. “Yeah, there’s always that, but if I want to be top of my class, then I’ll have to find someone perfect for the job. Someone who’ll express his feelings so strongly that the moment people see that picture they’ll immediately drown in that emotion. I want a model that can mesmerize people without them knowing that they are already lost in that person’s presence” Dongahe said with a faraway look in his eyes, and then he remembered ki bum, the man he danced with the other night. He was everything he just described to his friends. But he was sure he will never see him again so he just dismissed the thought. “Do you get what I mean?”he said in continuation. “Yeah, sure, well good luck with that” kangin said with a smug look. ”You could at least be supportive!” Eeteuk said in response to kangin. “Don’t worry Hae, you’ll find him” Eeteuk said with a warm smile, just like what a mother would. At this Donghae smiled back. “Oh Shit! I’m going to be late! See you guys later. I promise to make it up to you!” donhae said while running down the hallway.
As ki bum reached the corner he thought Donghae was standing, it was at that exact moment Dongahe ran to his next class. Fate really seemed to like playing with them Huh?
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In campus people didn’t notice the chaos currently taking place inside ki bum. Only one eye saw it all.” Young master, you know you can tell me whatever that’s bothering you right? Don’t you trust me anymore?” Michael said during breakfast one morning. “Don’t take it the wrong way Mike. You know I trust you. It’s just that … even I don’t know what’s going on” ki bum said with evident anxiety in his voice. ”Maybe I can help. Just tell me what it is and we’ll figure it out together” Michael said as he smiled at his young master. After a moment of silence, ki bum spoke. “Well, there’s this person who I met in the club, remember the first time I went out?.. yeah that’s when I met hi…her” he couldn’t bring himself to admit to the old man the truth. He felt scared to let Michael know that the person who occupied his mind was a guy and not a girl. He felt scared of what Michael would think of him. He was afraid of disappointing the only man he ever cared for. “We danced, got drunk then we kissed” ki bum said in continuation. He looked at his butler who just nodded, urging him to go on.” Ever since then I keep on thinking about her day and night. I even hallucinated about her. I tried looking for her these past few nights and maybe if I see her again she would leave my mind completely” ki bum sighed as he finished his story. “So do you know what’s wrong with me now that you know? ‘cause frankly I don’t have an inkling as to what’s going on right now” he stated. Ki bum was surprised and confused when he saw the old man smile. “Hey, you told me you’d help me figure this out. But here you are smiling, making me even more confused than I already am! Stop smiling! You’re freaking me out!” ki bum said with a slight irritation.” Young master’s really growing up” Michael said, smile still plastered I his wrinkled face. “Of course I am. What did you think I was, a 10 year old? Now why don’t we cut the chase and tell me what you’re thinking right now” ki bum said impatiently” Dense as ever” Michael said with a sigh then continued” You’re in love young master. That’s why you always think of that person. You love her” Michael stated. Not believing what his butler has just said “You have got to be kidding me” was all ki bum said in reply.
…..wow this chapter’s a bit long huh? Hehehhehe…I hope its not confusing…please bear with me… I’m still getting used to this..and oh yeah sorry for the wait…I couldn’t come up with a story line till now….i hope you like it…please comment….and lastly I am very open to criticisms so fell free to do so… thankz 4 reading…….^__^V………
Pairing: KiHae
Summary: Ki bum wonders why he keeps on thinking of a certain someone.
A/N: Here’s the third chapter….as promised..heheheh…hope you like it…
And sorry for making you wait long…^__^
Weeks have passed since that fateful night in the club. Even so, Ki bum couldn’t help thinking of the guy he met then. In those weeks he couldn’t think properly. He would easily space out in class, which was really new to him. He was after all known to be very attentive in every class he had. He did everything perfectly, whether in class or in extracurricular activities. Well its not like he had any say to it, being the heir of a international company, namely the Kim Group of Companies. He had no choice but to put up a perfect front, in order to please his always absent parents. Slacking off in itself was something very foreign to him. So when his professors caught him wandering off to wonderland, which was very unKibum like in their perspective, almost all of his professors would send him of to the infirmary thinking he might be sick.
Instead of going to the nurse’s office he would walk around campus to clear his mind. Well, to get Donghae out of his mind really, and he obviously failed. The more he tried to forget him, the more he remembers. He couldn’t help but remember the man’s beautiful face. The way he danced that night on the dance floor. The way he jumped up and down when he won the bet. The way he fit perfectly in ki bum’s arms. And the way his lips tasted in the kiss they shared. Donghae invaded every part of ki bum’s thoughts be it awake or in his dreams. He just couldn’t pinpoint why he thought of the man so often, so often to the point of annoyance. Not to the guy, well partly, but more to himself for indulging in such thoughts. “Ki bum for God’s sake please stop acting like a love-sick high school girl!” he exclaimed at the top of his lungs where he was comfortably seated on a bench near the school fountain. Thankfully it was still school hours, so nobody witnessed ki bum’s uncharacteristic act. He cursed himself inwardly for letting this situation go this far. “I need to stop this nonsense, before I truly go insane” ki bum said as he left.
That night, he was determined to find the man, so he went to the club in hopes of seeing Donghae. He thought that if he saw him again, maybe he would stop thinking of the guy and live his life like he always have. It was comfortable that way. Even though he hated his monotonous life, it was the only way he knew how to live. Upon arriving, he searched the place to see if the man was there, but an hour passed and still no signs of the said man. He waited and waited but to no avail. He ended up going home pissed to the core.
Days dragged on in ki bum’s perspective, every single second felt like a minute, every minute felt like hours, hours like days, so on and so forth. Ever since that night, when he couldn’t find the guy he so badly wanted to see, he went almost every night to the club and see if he would be lucky enough to meet him again. And every night when he went home he felt a little bit more hopeless than the other nights.
A/N: I don’t know how to write 2 sides of the story at once so I separated ki bums side and donghaes side…hope this doesn’t confuse you….
Ki bum
It was Wednesday morning; ki bum was walking in the hallway to his next class when something caught his attention. A guy who was chatting away with what he assumed was his friends. There was nothing special about the scene that unfolded in front of him, but there was something about that guy.” That’s him” he said as he ran and practically shoved the other students, so as to get closer to the man he longed to see. But as he reached the group, there was no donghae in sight. “Oh great, now I’m even having hallucinations!” he thought as he acted as if he was in a hurry to get to his next class. Little did he know how wrong he was.
Donghae
“Hey guys what’s up?” Donghae said to his friends. ”We should be the one asking that! What’s up with You? You haven’t been hanging out with us lately” Kangin said. He was Donghae’s best friend ever since high school. “Yeah, you’ve been missing out on club nights too!” Shindong said in addition. “Hey, I thought I told you to stop going to clubs! Its nearly finals and you still go out at night? And don’t tell me Kagin’s been going too?” Eeteuk said as he looked at his boyfriend. In which Kangin only smiled. Kaingin and Eetuek started going out during their freshman year and they’re inseparable since then.” Sorry guys, my professor told me if I don’t submit my project soon, he’ll fail me in Photography 11. I’ve been looking for a person, who’ll model for me without pay” Donghae explained. ”You can always ask one of your fan girls to do it, you know. They’ll be more than willing to help you and maybe they’ll do more” Kangin said mischief in his eyes. That earned him a smack in the head from his lover. “What?” Kangin said. “Just shut up” Eeuteuk said. “Yeah, there’s always that, but if I want to be top of my class, then I’ll have to find someone perfect for the job. Someone who’ll express his feelings so strongly that the moment people see that picture they’ll immediately drown in that emotion. I want a model that can mesmerize people without them knowing that they are already lost in that person’s presence” Dongahe said with a faraway look in his eyes, and then he remembered ki bum, the man he danced with the other night. He was everything he just described to his friends. But he was sure he will never see him again so he just dismissed the thought. “Do you get what I mean?”he said in continuation. “Yeah, sure, well good luck with that” kangin said with a smug look. ”You could at least be supportive!” Eeteuk said in response to kangin. “Don’t worry Hae, you’ll find him” Eeteuk said with a warm smile, just like what a mother would. At this Donghae smiled back. “Oh Shit! I’m going to be late! See you guys later. I promise to make it up to you!” donhae said while running down the hallway.
As ki bum reached the corner he thought Donghae was standing, it was at that exact moment Dongahe ran to his next class. Fate really seemed to like playing with them Huh?
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In campus people didn’t notice the chaos currently taking place inside ki bum. Only one eye saw it all.” Young master, you know you can tell me whatever that’s bothering you right? Don’t you trust me anymore?” Michael said during breakfast one morning. “Don’t take it the wrong way Mike. You know I trust you. It’s just that … even I don’t know what’s going on” ki bum said with evident anxiety in his voice. ”Maybe I can help. Just tell me what it is and we’ll figure it out together” Michael said as he smiled at his young master. After a moment of silence, ki bum spoke. “Well, there’s this person who I met in the club, remember the first time I went out?.. yeah that’s when I met hi…her” he couldn’t bring himself to admit to the old man the truth. He felt scared to let Michael know that the person who occupied his mind was a guy and not a girl. He felt scared of what Michael would think of him. He was afraid of disappointing the only man he ever cared for. “We danced, got drunk then we kissed” ki bum said in continuation. He looked at his butler who just nodded, urging him to go on.” Ever since then I keep on thinking about her day and night. I even hallucinated about her. I tried looking for her these past few nights and maybe if I see her again she would leave my mind completely” ki bum sighed as he finished his story. “So do you know what’s wrong with me now that you know? ‘cause frankly I don’t have an inkling as to what’s going on right now” he stated. Ki bum was surprised and confused when he saw the old man smile. “Hey, you told me you’d help me figure this out. But here you are smiling, making me even more confused than I already am! Stop smiling! You’re freaking me out!” ki bum said with a slight irritation.” Young master’s really growing up” Michael said, smile still plastered I his wrinkled face. “Of course I am. What did you think I was, a 10 year old? Now why don’t we cut the chase and tell me what you’re thinking right now” ki bum said impatiently” Dense as ever” Michael said with a sigh then continued” You’re in love young master. That’s why you always think of that person. You love her” Michael stated. Not believing what his butler has just said “You have got to be kidding me” was all ki bum said in reply.
…..wow this chapter’s a bit long huh? Hehehhehe…I hope its not confusing…please bear with me… I’m still getting used to this..and oh yeah sorry for the wait…I couldn’t come up with a story line till now….i hope you like it…please comment….and lastly I am very open to criticisms so fell free to do so… thankz 4 reading…….^__^V………