Shindou/Touya log.

Feb 07, 2007 01:50

PRIVATE LOG: Shindou/Touya. In which there are first kisses and making out. Rated PG-13-ish? I dunno.


Touya: *arrives at Shindou's house and rings the doorbell with a slightly shaky hand*

Shindou: *chokes a little on the orange juice he's drinking straight from the fridge* *looks at his watch and realises who it is at the door* *shoves juice back in the fridge and heads toward the living room, opening the door* Touya.

Touya: *blinks* Good evening. *toes off his shoes and steps all the way inside* How are you?

Shindou: *wipes at his mouth in case any orange juice is still there* Huh? I'm okay. *closes the door* *looks at Touya* So.

Touya: ...So. *Uncomfortable Silent Pause of Doom* *looks down at his bag* ...I... brought cookies?

Shindou: Oh. *looks at Touya's bag* Are they any good? They're not the healthy kind, are they?

Touya: *glares slightly* Of course they're good - my mother made them. *sets the bag down and takes the tupperware container out* They're chocolate chip. To thank your family for hosting me tonight.

Touya: *pauses* And you, too. I suppose.

Shindou: *takes a cookie* *glares at Touya hardcore* What do you mean, you 'suppose?' *takes a bite of the cookie, which is still warm and really yummy besides* My mom's shopping. *avoids looking at Touya* Come on, we can play a game upstairs until she gets back.

Touya: Oh. Shall I bring the cookies up too?

Touya: Or will you eat them all?

Shindou: *grabs fistful of cookies* Leave the rest here, since you're so worried. *stomps upstairs, finishing his first cookie*

Touya: *huffs, and sets the cookies down on the counter* *follows Shindou upstairs, thankful that Shindou got a large headstart because staring at his ass as they went up to his room would not have been a good idea, or so he thinks* *sits on the floor in front of the goban across from Shindou, game face on despite it all* Nigiri?

Shindou: *nods* *finds random napkin to put cookies on and wipes his hands so as not to get his board or stones dirty* *looks at Touya* *keeps looking at Touya* ... *realises he's staring and stops, hands clenched over his knees* *plays more quietly than usual*

Touya: *notices this - the way Shiindou's stones are placed more gently, and the way Shindou keep sneaking glances at him - probably because he's staring too* *sighs and stares at the board... nothing's wrong with either of their games, really, and yet...* *raises his head to look Shindou in the eye as he places his next stone*

Touya: *doesn't look away*

Shindou: *growls* Stop it! *places stone all impulse-like, leaning over the board to stare back at Touya*

Touya: *breaks the stare to glance at the board* .... *gets that look - the one where he's all wide-eyed because of something Shindou's done* That... *takes a deep breath, because that impulsive move was simultaneously brilliant and reckless and OH EM GEE etc*

Touya: *fixes Shindou with a stare and attacks back*

Shindou: *thinks for a second, distracted by the game* *doesn't change his gaze as he comes up with his next move, one of those doesn't-make-sense-until-later moves* *watches Touya's face some more, silently admiring the way his hair half-hides his face*

Touya: *tries to find the pattern - what is Shindou thinking?* *decides to stare at him some more to see if doing that will help him figure Shindou out*

Shindou: *feels his heart pounds hard in his chest as Touya looks at him* *tries to remain outwardly calm, though his hand clenches harder around his knee*

Touya: *smiles, and figures either Shindou's got no idea what he's doing or he's playing this game from some other level, because he looks pretty nervous* *throughs caution to the wind and just attacks Shindou's formation, never taking his eyes from Shindou for long*

Shindou: *tries to play his best* *takes a few more chances than normal because it seems to make Touya look at him even more* *maybe purposely pretends to think more to draw out Touya's staring* *takes a cookie* Oh. You want one?

Touya: *shrugs and takes one, freezing when his hand brushes against Shindou's* Um.

Shindou: *looks down at where their hands touch* ...Are you going to take the cookie or aren't you?

Touya: *doesn't move* If you move your hand first.

Shindou: I'm not moving first! *glares* *hopes Touya doesn't move his hand* *leans in to glare more efficiently, nevermind the fact that being close to Touya feels a little exciting for some reason*

Touya: *heart skips a beat* Your hand is in the way. *tries to glare but is really quite thrilled that Shindou's so close, getting closer - why is he getting closer?* Move it. *tries to slap Shindou's hand away*

Shindou: No! *pushes cookie into Touya's hands* *stops* *feels like everything is moving slow and fast at the same time* ... *begins moving his fingers up to Touya's wrist* *wraps his fingers around it* *pulls gently after a few seconds*

Touya: *chokes a little on air, which is strange, but even stranger is that they're in the middle of a game and Shindou's hand is on his wrist and he's being pulled and even though it's not hard he's shifting positions until he's next to Shindou* *feels there is something inherently wrong with this picture but doesn't dare pull away* *pretty much forgets the cookie and drops it back on the napkin so he can pull Shindou in a similar way, but closer*

Shindou: *eyes go wide at Touya's initiative to not just move closer but to pull him in the same way* *blinks when Touya is right in front of him* ...Touya. *wonders what else to say* ...Sorry if this is bad. *exhales shallowly and leans in, lips bumping gently and clumsily against Touya's*

Touya: *feels the blood as it rushes to his face and stares, eyes open, as Shindou kisses him* *takes a moment to respond to it in his shock, but eventually presses a little closer and... tries to move his lips against Shindou's (why is it so awkward, and why do their noses keep bumping?)* ... *pulls away and whispers, still staring* Shindou... I... I think we did that wrong.

Shindou: ...che. *is grumpy and a little embarrassed to be bad at this* *looks at Touya* *feels determined to out-do Touya on this...somehow* ...here, just...tilt your head. *reaches up and places one hand on Touya's jaw, watching him for a few seconds as he tries to figure it out* *takes a breath and leans in* *presses their lips together more softly*

Touya: *lets him try to work it out, because goodness knows he has no idea* *decides he rather likes the feel of Shindou's lips on his, and the electric-shocky feelings that come with it* *raises his hand to Shindou's shoulder and moves a little so they're at an even better angle, pulling away and then kissing Shindou again*

Shindou: *opens his mouth a little* *begins to slide his tongue between Touya's lips* *flushes when he thinks he feels Touya freeze* *pulls back slightly*

Touya: *did freeze, but it was only a momentary thing* *can't speak* Nnn... *raises his hand to the back of Shindou's neck so he can't pull away and resumes where they'd left off, only the other way around this time*

Shindou: *starts at Touya's hand on his neck* *noise of surprise is muffled and then silenced when he feels Touya's tongue pushing in between his lips* *closes his eyes* *hand drifts to Touya's neck, fingers covered partially by Touya's hair* *exhales into the kiss and slides his tongue against Touya's experimentally*

Touya: *makes another breathless noise and moves his tongue so as to make Shindou's chase after it* *is surprised that Shindou seems to taste normal even though he'd just had cookies, but then again maybe he's a bit sugar-y, or maybe he's just thinking too much* *kisses him a little harder before pulling away for a few deep breaths*

Shindou: *rests his hand on Touya's shoulder, looking at the space between Touya's neck and his not-at-all-in-fashion argyle sweater* *feels tempted to kiss there but not now, not yet* *steadies his breath before speaking* That was better. *grins at Touya* Don't you think so?

Touya: *nods, and realizes that his mouth is still wide open* Y-yes. I... that... very much so. *glances at Shindou and smiles slightly*

Shindou: *thinks Touya looks good smiling...or does he mean cute? No, only girls and little kids are called cute, but if that weren't true, maybe it could apply to Touya...* *feels a little awkward, like he wants to keep going but is too nervous to do anything else right then* ...Are you sure you've never done that before?

Touya: Uh... yes?

Shindou: *looks at Touya more closely* You better not be lying.

Touya: No. I'm not. Not unless someone kissed me in my sleep or something which is HIGHLY unlikely especially since I've never slept anywhere away from home or had any sleepovers or even fallen asleep in class, really-- *realizes he's babbling and talking too fast and shuts up* I... I'm not lying. *somehow convinced that kissing the side of Shindou's mouth will convince him of this* *kisses him quickly while he's still got the nerve*

Shindou: *clutches loosely to the top of Touya's sweater* Don't pull away so fast. *kisses the same spot near Touya's mouth* *waits a few seconds before letting go, watching Touya with slightly hesitant eyes* ...What?

Touya: *eyes flutter open and closed* Ah... nothing. *looks down* ...unhand my sweater.

Shindou: *blinks* *didn't realise he was holding onto it until Touya pointed it out* *lets go and sulks defensively* It's just argyle.

Touya: It's my favorite one. *pats it down to get rid of the wrinkles and sighs* Now what, Shindou? Do we just... *stares at Shindou's mouth hopelessly* ...or do we... *glances back at their game*

Shindou: *follows Touya's gaze* *blushes - just a little, not a lot!* Why are you asking me?! *looks at Touya's mouth* *glances at the game* I sort of... *looks at Touya's mouth again* *remembers his mom will be back soon and he might not have a chance to do this again for a while* *moves in close, on his knees, resting one hand on Touya's leg to steady himself before kissing Touya*

Touya: *figures that's as good an answer as any and is certainly not about to protest it at this point* *smiles into the kiss before opening his mouth slightly, happily allowing Shindou to slip him the tongue* *moves one hand so it rests over Shindou's hand on his leg and squeezes*

Shindou: *likes the way Touya's hand feels over his own and wishes he could squeeze back* *settles for squeezing Touya's leg, just enough to be felt* *feels dazed, happy, confused and warm all-over when he feels Touya's tongue again, soft against his* *doesn't hear his mom until she's halfway up the steps* *pulls back frantically* My mom! *is whispering unsuccessfully* She's home!

Touya: *is suddenly bug-eyed* *panics and knocks his leg into the goban as he tries to reassume his former position* Ow! *winces and settles down just as Hikaru's mom knocks on the door to ask if he and Touya are in there*

Shindou: Where else would we be? *scurries back to his side of the goban board* *gives his mother a strange look when she comes in, asking if they want something to drink* We're in the middle of a game, mom! *mom pseudo-apologises and ignores Hikaru to say hi to Touya* *folds his arm across his chest, wondering how long they're going to talk*

Touya: *bows and thanks her for allowing him over, ignoring Shindou's eyerolls and his pout to the best of his ability until she leaves, grinning and muttering about Touya being such a polite boy* *lets out a breath as the door closes and looks at Shindou from beneath his fringe* That was close.

Shindou: *is still pouting at having to listen to all that politeness* *knows he is going to be compared to Touya later and hear about why can't HE have manners like that, blah blah blah* *looks at Touya and de-pouts a bit* It wasn't that close... I still heard her in time, didn't I?

Touya: *shakes his head* It was too close. *looks at the door* Does your room have a lock?

Touya: ...Just for future reference, mind.

Shindou: It has one but it's not that reliable. *blinks* Future reference? *looks serious* ...What does that mean?

Touya: *feels the blood rush to his cheeks* In case we ever... do that again. In here. If... you want to.

Shindou: Oh. ...I. Do you want to? *is feeling a little flaily inside at the idea of doing this again, with Touya*

Touya: *expression hardens* If possible. *pauses and says more quietly* ...whenever possible.

Shindou: Touya! *keymashes internally a whole bunch* ...We could do that. *looks at Touya in wonder* ...When you say 'whenever possible'...do you mean...?

Touya: I mean... whenever. Whenever we want, I suppose. And if it's possible. *looks at the floor*

Shindou: *continues looking at Touya* *thinks over Touya's words* *looks at his hands* Okay. I mean, I want to do that. Since you want to do that. *makes himself shut up for a second*

Shindou: *coughs* It's your move.

Touya: *almost crawls over to kiss Shindou again before remembering that they had been playing a GAME before all of this and stopping* ...ah. It is. *takes a deep breath, grabs a stone, and plays it* *looks up* And... good. To the rest.

Shindou: *is concentrating hard on the game and almost misses Touya's comment* ...Yeah. *picks up stone, thinks and then places it* I'm free again Friday.

Touya: I have a study session in the evening. My afternoon is open, however. *places stone*

Shindou: *places stone immediately after* *smiles* Good! You can buy me lunch!

Touya: *pauses* Or you could buy me lunch. *places a stone*

Shindou: *places stone* I asked first.

Touya: I always pay. *places stone*

Shindou: *places stone* You're the one who always wants to be a gentleman.

Shindou: I'm just letting you be one more often!

Touya: At the expense of my wallet. *sighs and places a stone* Fine.

Shindou: I win! *'s at Touya for giving into being a gentleman* *looks at board* *frowns a little as he calculates the steps ahead* ...and I lose.

Touya: You do. *bows all formal-like* Thank you for the game. ...Now lock the door and come here.

Shindou: *bows as well* ...EH?! But my mom is downstairs!

Touya: *smiles serenely* You're jumping to conclusions. Who said I didn't just want to discuss the game in peace, hm?

Shindou: *glares back* You never look like *that* when you want to discuss a game. *stands up anyway and locks door* *turns around to look at Touya* *feels excited and conflicted and warm with anticipation* *ignores Touya as he walks back towards his seat, looking at the board intently* Discuss it then.

Touya: *smiles and discusses where Shindou went wrong, being sure to point out things like... "and you were staring at my neck when you placed this one - very careless of you, indeed, Shindou"* *eventually an argument escalates until there are suddenly kisses over the goban and the log ends!*

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