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[shinebynight]

I am struck with melancholy tonight. Going to bed usually makes it go away because I can sleep forever and things always look brighter in sunshine. This usually happens when I am home alone with no plans on a weekend night. It makes me feel lame and lonely and stupid and boring and unloved, things I know are mostly not true, but darnit if you just

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[uebereinhorn]

I hate melancholy. I'm sorry about your tranquil rut.